I didn't know what to do but I had to get out of here. I looked around I saw Sidney, He smiled at me. I smiled back. i looked around again I went up the stairs to Sidney's room. I walked in I looked around, sitting on his dresser was pictures of his mom, and dad , his sister and him, and I one of him and his sister.
"whats wrong" i turned around to see Sid standing there still looking tired as ever, but looked worried also.
"you and your sister are close?" I asked looking back at the pictures.
"yeah, we are"
"that's good" he moved my hair off of one my shoulder, and put his chain on it. wrapping his arms around me. I felt my chest tighten.
"whats wrong" he asked again
I shook my head and looked at him. "I don't know, I just had to get away for a little bit."
he nodded" tell me whats really wrong"
"I'm fine, Sidney" I said walking across the room.
"Brittany, come on, I know something wrong"
I sat down on his bed.
"Brittany?"
"I'm scared, Okay" I kinda yelled feeling tear coming in my eyes.
"of what?"
"of us."
"us?"
"your the first guy I've ever got close to since you know when, closet I ever got close to any guy. When I was down there. I felt so left out, When I looked at you I knew why I was there. i still had to get away but I would have never come here for any other guy." I put my head down, he came on and set next to me, and put his forehead on my head.
"Brittany"
"huh?"
"I love you" he said I was shocked, I know I really cared about him, but did I love him I turned my head and looked at him.
"I love you too" I kissed him
"and I understand why your scared, and I'm not going anywhere, you can tell me anything." he said
"you can tell me anything, and I'll always be here."
he nodded and kissed me.
"why have you looked so tired for last two week?" I asked him
"season been ruff, I'm not sleeping that well."
"why aren't you sleeping?"
"i don't know, we should get back down there."
"yeah" he grabbed my hand walked me down the stairs.
I was there for about another two hours, and Sid was talking me home. We got to my apartment. i look over at him. I gave him a half a smile.
"do you want me to come up a help you pack up your car." he asked
"uh...no i did that this morning,, I'm just to get in my car and go."
"okay"
"I'll call you tomorrow" I told him
he nodded
"come with me."
"what?"
"come with me to my parents."
"no"
"why not your parents aren't here and your not going home, my parents would love to see you."
"no you go spend time with your family."
"okay, i should get going."
"love you"
I smiled "love you too" he kissed me
"call me when you get to your parents."
"i Will, get some sleep."
"I'll try"
"see you in two days"
"okay, Bye"
"bye"
I got to my parents about 30 minutes later. i walked in still in my dress.
"hey everybody" i said seeing my mom, dad, uncles, aunt, my sister and brother, and cousin, and a few family friend.
"hi" most of them said
"hi" my mom said coming up to me. "you look nice"
"thanks you, I'm going to get changed"
"okay"
I went upstiar changed and got out my phone to call Sidney.
"hello"
"I'm here"
"okay"
"yeah"
"go have fun" he laughed
"okay, bye."
"bye"
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