Chapter 43

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We got to my apartment

"I think I'm going to get a shower" I said

"Okay"

Sid's POV

Brittany went into her room, to get ready to get a shower. I am really worried about her. her getting light headed like that. I went into her room her. room her back wa towards me. She had her shirt in her hand, When she heard me come in. She put her hands, and the shirt around he stomach, and sides, As she was hiding something. I was thinking it was busies. I walked up behind her.

"let me see"

"no" she said

"please"

"no"

"Brittany" she walked out of the room into the bathroom.

I walk out of her room. I heard the water turn on. I don't know who's taking this harder me or her. I hate seeing her like this. She barely talks to me anymore unless its about hockey Its like were back to square one.

I walked into the bathroom, slowly shut the door behind me. I took my clothes off and got into the shower with her. Her hands stopped as there were going though her hair.

"it's me, babe" her hands start to go to her stomach.

"please don't" I grabbed her arms as water run down our bodies. i looked down to her side, there were busies all the way up her side. i run my fingers up her side. I run my fingers up her side. She jumped a little."sorry" she tiled her head little. I kissed her neck, she turned around, put her arms around me. I couldn't bring myself to really touch her. She try to put my arms around her. i moved them from her grip.

"well you please touch me."

"I can't"

"why?"

"I don't want to hurt you."

"if you were going to hurt me, I wouldn't let you touch me."

I put my head on hers "Sidney, you'll never hurt me."

"I love you Brittany"

"I love you too" she run her fingers though my wet hair. She took some shampoo in her hands and rubbed it though my hair. I did the same to her. She closed her eyes, and she kissed my chest, I put her under the water nd washed her hair. With her eyes closed she moved her head back. I watch the water run down her body I kissed her. I put my hands lightly around her upper back. She put her hands on my chest.

When we were done I got out put a towel around me, she got I handed her a towel and she put it around her.

"you feel better, after a long shower."

"yeah, I'm gonna get dress"

"Okay, hey do you have any of my clothes here?"

"yeah, i think I got a few pairs of shorts"

We went into her room and got changed.

I slipped my shirt over my head, turn around and saw Brittany lying on the bed.

"you wants go to bed?"

"yeah" she nodded her head into the pillow.

I went and checked if the doors was locked. I came back in the room, she was under the blanket. I climb in with her, she grabbed my hand and out it around her. I closed my eyes, and put my face into her neck/ She was playing with my fingers.

"Sidney?"

"yeah" I said into her neck

"it's been happening a lot lately"

"what?"

"getting light headed."

"have you told anybody?"

"just you"

"Do you think you need to go to the doctors?"

"no, i think i;ll be fine"

"Brittany, That scared me."

"i know"

"are you sure your gonna be okay?"

"yeah"

I didn't say anything I just kissed her neck.

"and, I've been having dreams."

"what kind of dreams"

"nightmares"

"what happens in your dreams?"

"he's chasing me, or hitting me or something."

"it's going to be okay Britt." I said kissing her neck she didn't say anything.

Brittany was sleeping, but she was still tossing and turning .