Chapter 112
I got in a room, they were hooking me up with an IV, and up to all the monitor. i looked at Sid, he was watching everything they were doing. the doctor came and check me . I was only three centimeter dialated. After all the nurse, and doctor left. I let out a long breath. i looked at sid , he gave me a small smile. i smiled back. Another contraction came. I closed my eyes, let put a little moan.
"breath" he said, i did, he put his hand on my forehead. I looked up at him.
"are you going to be okay, if I go call everyone?"
"I'll be fine"
"are you sure?"
"yeah"
"okay" he kissed my forehead, and walked out of the room. I closed my eyes.
Sid's POV
I walked out of the room, pulled out my phone. First her parents. i pressed call. It rang about four times.
"hello" a half asleep answered
"anne"
"Sidney?"
"yeah"
"what's wrong? it's three in teh morning."
"Brittany in labor"
"what?"
'yeah, were at the hospital in pittsburgh."
"what did the doctor say?" she asked
"everything looking good, she three centimeter dialater"
"we're going to get ready , and we'll be up there."
"okay"
"bye"
"bye"
Next my parents
"Sidney?"
"Mom"
"do you know it in the middle of the night?"
"yes, mom--"
"are you okay? Brittany is she okay?"
"She fine, She in labor, but she fine"
"labor?"
"yeah, that why I called"
"for how long?"
"well she got into her room"
"i'm gonna wake your dad, and sister up, then we're get the first plane down there."
"okay....sorry mom"
"for what?"
"I know, you really wanted to be here."
"oh no, it's okay we'll make it down here"
"okay"
"good luck, and we'll see ya
"bye." we hang up. I put my phone back in my pocket.
I walked back in the room. Brittany was on her side, with her eyes shut. she let out a long breath.
"ohhhhhhh" she said shaking her head.
"i'm here" I said, pushing her hair back, she looked at me. "breath"
Britt's POV
I was now 6 centimeter dilated, I was in more pain then ever. I was on my side, gripping the side of the bed. Sid was rubbing my back. I kicked my parents out a while ago my mom was driving me nuts. I had tears in my eyes. I reached behind me.
"what do you want?" he said
"hand" I said
"huh?"
"hand." I said again
"oh okay" he grabbed my hand, I squeezed.
"okay, Brittany are ready for the epidural?" I doctor asksed
"yes" I said.
"okay, we need to sit you up." Sid helped me up. I swang my legs around, they hang off the bed. They rubbed some stuff on my
lower back. i grabbed Sidney four arms, and put my head to his chest.
"your going to feel a little pinch." the doctor said, i squeezed Sidney's arms tighter. He kissed my head, then I felt the
pinch. i held a little tighter.
"okay, Brittany you can lay back down, it should start to work in about 20 minutes."
"Okay, thanks" I said, laying back down.
"your welcome" they cleaned up their stuff then lefted.
I looked at Sidney. I reached out for his hand. I ran my hand up his arm.
"sorry, I squeezed so tight"
"it's okay, your in pain" I kissed his hand
A little bit later, we were sitting there watching TV
"are you feeling anything?"
"not really"
"you should get some sleep, and i'm gonna go talk to your parents."
"okay" he kissed my forehead, and walked out of the room.
I looked at the clock it was almost 5 am. I put my head back and closed my eyes. about a hour later. I slowly opened my eyes. i
looked over at Sid. he was sitting in a chair next to the bed. he was fast alseep. i smiled. I heard door open, i looked over.
the doctor walked in.
"okay, Brittany"
"huh?" Sid said, jumping his sleep. i laughed
"how are you feeling?" she asked
"okay, little pressure."
"okay, i'm going to check you."
She did that
"Your 8 centimeter, i can see his , your almost there. in the next hour."
I nodded, and looked at Sid. he was looking at me.
"i'll be back in a little to check on check."
"okay" she lefted
"an hour" he said
"yeah" I nodded
Sidney went to talk to my and call his. While he was gone, I was starting to feel some more pressure. He came back, i smiled at
him.
"almost" he said
"I can't wait to see him." I said
"me too" he kissed me.
About 40 minutes later the doctor came back and check me.
"well Brittany, are you ready to have a baby?"
I smiled, let our a long breath.
"yeah"
The doctor and nurses got everything set up. Sidney went to tell my parents, and calls his. He came back, andwas next to me.
"Okay, Brittany, ready?" the doctor
"yeah"
"i'm gonna tell you to push, then tell you to breath. "
I grabbed Sidney hand.
"you got this" he whisper in my ear.
"okay Brittany........Push"
I did just that
"push........push........come on"
"ahh"
"okay breath"
"your doing great" sid said
"Okay, Brittany one more his head should be out" the doctor said
"ready...push....push" I moved up, and squeezed sid's hand tighter.
"push ahh their's his head.....breath"
"oh.......god" Sidney kissed the side of my head.
"Brittany, one more good push he'll be out."
I nodded
"ready .......push......push"
"ahh!"
"push babe...come on...." Sid said with his head against mine. "push britt."
"oh god!" i yelled
"push" the doctor said, then i felted releaved as a cry filled the room. I put my head back, then looked back down as she put
him on my stomcah, i tears coming down my face. I put my hand on his belly and my other under his head.
"oh my god" Sid said, i looked at him, he was wipping his eyes.
"Sidney would you like to cut the cord?"
"yeah" she said, i watched him cut the cord, with the biggest smile on his face. then they took him to get cleaned up. I got
cleaned up. i was now sitting up. Sid was watching them clean him off. I don't think he has taking his taking off of him.
A nurse turned around holding him in a blue blanket. She handed to Sidney, He turned around. Sid looked at me. i looked at
Aiden.
"here" he said, placing aiden in my arms. I looked down at him, He has dark brown hair just like me and Sidney. I ran my hand
over his forehead. I was crying. Sidney wipped a tear from my cheek.
"he's perfect" Sid said, he put his head, to mine we looked down at aiden.
"Aiden Matthew Crosby" I said, he kissed my cheek.
"do you want me to go get your parents?" he asked
"yeah" sid got up, and walked out. I looked down. "hey buddy" I kissed his forehead.
"where my grandson?" my mom asked, pretty ranning in the room. she came beside the bed. "awwe he's beautiful" I looked my dad,
Adam, Aimee, and Carrie were in the room.
"Can I hold him?" mom asked
"yeah" I gave him to her.
"how are you feeling?" dad asked
"okay......tired"
"did it hurt?" Aimee asked
"yes!"
"oh my god name....name whats his name?"Mom asked. i laughed
"Aidney Matthew Crosby"
"I like it" She said
Everyone held him, now sidney sitting in the chair next to me holding Aiden. I was
"we're going to head out give you guys some alone time." dad said
"okay" I said, we said goodbyes.
Few minute after they left a nurse cam in and asked if she could take hime to the nursesy, I told her yead. After She left Sid
looked at me.
"why'd you do that?" he asked
"go home" I said
"what?"
"go home, get a shower take a nap."
"I don't want to leave you here by yourself."
"i'll be fine."
"are you sure?"
"yeah"
"okay....okay i'll be back in a couple of hours" he said
"okay"
"love you" he said "i can't believe he really here"
"I know" I said, he kissed me. " love you too"
While later Sidney came back with his family. they went to see the baby.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Note
New update in the next two days. I've been writing non-stop. I hope I haven't lost my readers because the lack of updates.
...........brittany <3
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Chapter 111
this is really, really, really small chapter but it something,I should start having more chapter up finals are over tomorrow and it my last day of High School EVER :( and I graduation is in two weeks. so tell me what you think. Soooo here it is...........
Chapter 111
We got home. I took off my shoe off.
"I'm going to bed" i said
"okay, i'll be up" he said, kissing my forehead. I went upstairs, got changed, and got into bed. I wasn't feeling so good. I did get to sleep. I woke up to a sharp pain in the bottom of my stomcah. I sucked in a long breath, and put my hand on the bottom of my stomcah. i put my head back down, looked over Sid wasn't in bed. i was to tired to go looke for him. A while later, I was woke up by another sharp pain, it was stronger this time I sat up. Sid still wasn't in bed. I got up walked in the hallway, I took another deep breath, this one was longer. I though going down the stairs. I looked in the living room, the TV was on. He wasn't on the couch, there and blanket pushed down on the couch. The kitchen light was on. I waslked in the kitchen. Sid was infront of the frig. i put my head on his back, and put my hand on his hips. I felt tears coming, but i think it was more because i was scared.
"hey you" he said
"Sid" I said, my voice breaking up "i think it time" I said
"what?" he turned around
"I think it--" I stopped, as I felt water ran down my legs.
"why are my feet wet?" he asked, never looking away from my eyes.
"my water broke" I said, looking down.
"oh my god" he said, walking past me
"wait" grabbed his arm "relax"
"relax?"
"babe, your two weeks early "
"breath, okay" I said "i'm fine"
he nodded
"your gonna go up stiars, and my bag, and another pair of shorts for me, okay."
"okay"
"everything okay."
"okay" he turned around and went upstairs.
I cleaned up the floor. I felt another pain it was stronger. I left out a small scream, and started breathing heavier.
"you okay?" sid yelled
"i;m fine hurry." i looked at the clock it ws almost 2 am.
Sid came down the stairs
"bag, shorts" he said, I grabbed the shorts, changed
"ready?" sid asked
"Sid"
"yeah?"
"Shirt" I said, looking at my shirtless husband.
"oh,, yeah" I giggled, he grabbed his shrit off the couch and put it on, he opened the door. we walked out
"wait" I put my hand or his he shut the door.
"what are you doing ?" he asked
"look at me" I said grabbeding face. he looked down at me. "everything going to be okay, you need to relax, and breath. "
"okay"
"Everthing going to be Oh-- kay" I closed my eyes and stated breath in and out. "okay, lets go" I wasn't sure if i was saying that for him or to insure myself.
We got to the hospital, Sid parked. I opened my door3 he got out grabbed my bag. he came around grabbed my hand help me out of the car. We started walking.
I squeezed his hand really tight.
"contraction?" he asked
"no" he looked at me
"what wrong?"
""i'm scared
"it's okay" he wrapped hi arms around me, then another sharp pain went through my body.
Chapter 111
We got home. I took off my shoe off.
"I'm going to bed" i said
"okay, i'll be up" he said, kissing my forehead. I went upstairs, got changed, and got into bed. I wasn't feeling so good. I did get to sleep. I woke up to a sharp pain in the bottom of my stomcah. I sucked in a long breath, and put my hand on the bottom of my stomcah. i put my head back down, looked over Sid wasn't in bed. i was to tired to go looke for him. A while later, I was woke up by another sharp pain, it was stronger this time I sat up. Sid still wasn't in bed. I got up walked in the hallway, I took another deep breath, this one was longer. I though going down the stairs. I looked in the living room, the TV was on. He wasn't on the couch, there and blanket pushed down on the couch. The kitchen light was on. I waslked in the kitchen. Sid was infront of the frig. i put my head on his back, and put my hand on his hips. I felt tears coming, but i think it was more because i was scared.
"hey you" he said
"Sid" I said, my voice breaking up "i think it time" I said
"what?" he turned around
"I think it--" I stopped, as I felt water ran down my legs.
"why are my feet wet?" he asked, never looking away from my eyes.
"my water broke" I said, looking down.
"oh my god" he said, walking past me
"wait" grabbed his arm "relax"
"relax?"
"babe, your two weeks early "
"breath, okay" I said "i'm fine"
he nodded
"your gonna go up stiars, and my bag, and another pair of shorts for me, okay."
"okay"
"everything okay."
"okay" he turned around and went upstairs.
I cleaned up the floor. I felt another pain it was stronger. I left out a small scream, and started breathing heavier.
"you okay?" sid yelled
"i;m fine hurry." i looked at the clock it ws almost 2 am.
Sid came down the stairs
"bag, shorts" he said, I grabbed the shorts, changed
"ready?" sid asked
"Sid"
"yeah?"
"Shirt" I said, looking at my shirtless husband.
"oh,, yeah" I giggled, he grabbed his shrit off the couch and put it on, he opened the door. we walked out
"wait" I put my hand or his he shut the door.
"what are you doing ?" he asked
"look at me" I said grabbeding face. he looked down at me. "everything going to be okay, you need to relax, and breath. "
"okay"
"Everthing going to be Oh-- kay" I closed my eyes and stated breath in and out. "okay, lets go" I wasn't sure if i was saying that for him or to insure myself.
We got to the hospital, Sid parked. I opened my door3 he got out grabbed my bag. he came around grabbed my hand help me out of the car. We started walking.
I squeezed his hand really tight.
"contraction?" he asked
"no" he looked at me
"what wrong?"
""i'm scared
"it's okay" he wrapped hi arms around me, then another sharp pain went through my body.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Chapter 110
i'm so sorry, school has been crazy and i was out of town of about a week. but here a long chapter. please comment tell me what you think. p.s. i don't know what up with the format i'm sorry.
Chapter 110
About Two weeks later, i was 4th of July we were getting ready to go to my parents.
I put on my shirt.
"I'm glad I get to see my parents."
"yeah, we haven't seen them in a while"
I stood infront of the mirror. i smooth my shirt over stomcah. I looked at myself in the mirror. I had on a pair of shorts, and a tank top. Sid put his arms around me. He had on tan shrots and a black t-shirt.
"are you ready?" he asked
"yeah"
"lets go" he kissed my cheek.
We got to my parents. We walked in the house. No one was in there.
"everyone must be outside"
we walked out back
"Brittany" mom said, she came up and hugged me
"hi mom" she put both her hands on my belly
"look at you"
"yeah"
my dad hugged me.
"how do you feel?" dad asked
"okay" then i walked to the table with mom
Later, I was watching Sid play cornhole, he was parnter with my dad.
"aunt britty" Carrie walked up
"hi sweetie" I picked her up and sat her on my lap.
"Baby" she touched the top of my stomcah.
"yeah, baby" I rubbed my stomcah
"four bagger" Sid yelled . I looked up at him. his arm were up "four bagger, baby" he came over and said it to me, and kissed my cheek
"huh? carrie did you see that" he said tickling her
"uncle Sid, stop" she luaghed
I laughed at him. he went and finished his game
Later we were sitting down to eat, Sid sat down next to me.
"hey" he said
"hi, ar you having fun?"
"yeah, are you?"
"yeah" I smiled, he kissed my cheek, I giggled "Sid"
"sorry we're late" I looked up and the smile went off my face. Jessica and her mother were standing on the other of the table. I looked at her. and beside her was Max
"oh shit" sid said, I put my fork down.
"excuse me" I said, getting up, she grabbed my arm helping me up.
"Britt" he said, I got out of his grip, turned and started walking towards the house.
Sid's POV
"Brittany" I said, standing up, she went in the house
"Britt" Jessica said coimg around the table.
"no" I stood infront of her.
"I just want to talk to her"
"you've talked to her enough in the last couple years." I looked at Max "you two back together?"
"yeah, for about a month"
"two weeksm she due in two weeks, she doesn't need this" I turned around and walked in the house.
Britt's POV
I walked int he kitchen
"sweetie" I turned around, mom was standing ther
"why is she here?" I asked
"well her mom is still on of my goods friends"
"okay, why did jessica come?"
"i'm not sure"
The door opened behind her. SId walked in
"oh" he said
"i'll leave you two alone." mom said and walked outside.
"are you okay?" he asked
"yeah, i'm ust pissed"
"calm down" he said, putting his his hand on my stomcah/ "i don't if I can handle you going into early labor, and i just relize that your due in two weeks"
I smiled
"I'm I overreacting?" I asked
"what?"
"Overreacting, with her I mean it been a couple years" I saidturning around "but all though high school, I was just her back-up friend, someone to talk to when she had a problem." I said turning back around "but the first person to turn her back on when there was a new boy came around"
"babe"
"then even when all that stuff happend to me, somehow when i think back she never though about me"
"Hun"
"and then when I finaly found a guy who liked me for me, and she tried to take him away from me. I'm so studpid to stay friends with him"
"Your not stupid!" Sid said
I looked at him. He pulled me into a hug. i took a deep breath.
"you okay now?" he asked
i nodded "yeah"
he laughed, i smiled
"so wait, Max? whats up with that?" I asked
"their back together."
"do you think it will last this time?"
"no"
I laughed
We went back outside
"Brittany" Jessica said
"no"
"but"
"But nothing i'm done all the time we were friends, you treated me like crap." I said "blowing me off for every guy that walked by and when I finaly found someone that made me happy you tried to ruin that."
"I didn't meant to hurt you" she said
"like hell you didn't" I said, sidney put his hand on my shoulder "you've always hurt me, i'm done I don't want to see or talk to you again." I said and she just stood there lookinf at me in shock, that really said that. I kinds of shock myself too. Then I just walked away, and smile to myself the i felt a pair of arms wrap around me. he put him face next to mine.
"i'm so pound of you" sid said, I laughed, he kissed my cheek
Then we went and finishing eating. Later I was sitting on the grass. with my legs strached out infront of me. i was dark. After I told Jessica what I felt. she lefted. Sidney came over after getting something to drink. he sat down next to me.
"how are you feeling?" he asked rubbing his head on my shoulder
"okay tried" I said, he put his drink on the other side of him, he leaned down and kissed my stomcah. I put my hand in his hair he leaned back up i kept my hand in his hair.
"are you ready for him?" he asked
"yeah, but... i'm scared" I said
"hey " he put his hand on my leg "there no reason to be scared, i'm going to be right there, beside you the whole time."
"thank god, i don't know if I could do this if you were on a road trip."
"well you have nothing to worry about, i'm not going anywhere." I smiled, he leaned in and kissed me, my hand that was on the back of his head, moved to his shoulder. When his lip lefted mine. i looked at him. i laughed, he smiled
"i lov--"
"Sidney" my dad cut him off. he looked behind. "Can you help me with these fireworks?"
"yeah" he yelled "i'll be back" he said getting up
"hey" I said
"yeah" he said looking down
"i love you too" i said, he smiled , he went and helped my dad.
Alittle while later , Sid sat back down next me.
"your not going to help light them?" I asked
"no, he said to go and enjoy them with my beautiful wife."
"shut up" i pushed him, he laughed
"you are beautiful" he said, kissing my cheek. then a firework went off. he looked up. I looked at him. i didn't stop looking at him. He's so handsome. he was smiling, I was thinking how lucky i am, and he put his hand on my leg, I smiled, then i felt the baby kicked, which made me smile more. he looked at me.
"what?" he asked
i shook my head "noth--"
"Unlce Sid" Carrie yelled and jumped on sid lap.
"Oh, Sweetie" he said, I was susprize that she was so easy around, i mean we see her, but not alot.she loved sid.
"where daddy?" I asked
"what pappy doing the friework" she said sitting on sid lap.
"oh, tell unlce where the baby is." I said
"right here" she said, putting her hand on my stomcah.
"really there a baby in there?" sid asked, i smiled "how do you know?"
"my daddy told me."
"yeah?"
"yeah" she said "Daddy said I was in my mommy belly, but he won't tell wheere shes at." she said, i looked at sid he looked at me. "do you where my mommy is?"
"ah......ummm" i said looking back and froth between sid and her.
"sweetie your daddy" sid started
"woah" she said,and moved her hand from my stomcah. i laughed
"he kick?" sid asked
"yeah"
"what was that?" she asked
"the baby kicking" I said
"oh," she put her hand back on my stomcah he kicked again.
"there he goes again" I laughed, the fireworks Started again
"look sweetie" sid said, she looked up took her hand off my stomcah. she sat on sid lap watching the fireworks. Sid looked at me. I smiled he leaned in ad kissed me.
When the fireworks were finish, sid lifted carrie off his lap.
"go find your daddy." sid said, she took off running, he looked at me. I looked up at him. he out his hand out. I grabbed his hand.
"ahh" i said
"come on" he pulled me up. i slided my arm around him.
"oh ahh thank you"
"welocome" he said wrapping my arms tighter he kissed my forhead,
I got out of his grip and looked up at him. I turned around started back to where all the table are. I fixed my shrit, and ran my small of my back. we sat with everyone at the table we sat, talked, laughed. I looked around at everyone carrie was asleep in adam's arms. i yawned,and sat in a chair. I was started to feel sick. I looked back at sid who was laughing with my dad.
"sweetie, are you okay" i looked, my mom was stanid there
"yeah, i'm fine"
"you sure"
"yeah"
about an hour later, i looked back at sid again
"honey" i yawned, putting my hand out to him.
"yeah" he said, grabbing my hand walking over to me "what's up"
"can we go home?"
"oh yeah" he said "are you feeling okay?" he asked putting his hand on my cheek
"no"
"why didn't you say something earlier? " he asked, helping me up.
"you were having fun."
"thats no reason"
"yes,it is" I said
"okay, okay lets say goodbye to anyone.
I went to said bye to my mom and dad, then I came up to my brother.
"well, bye brother" i said
"here, let me get up" he said
"no, don't wake her" i bent down ma nd hugged him. "hey, you might want to talk to her, she asked sid and i about her mommy. i said in his ear. i stood up looked at him, he give me a look
"i'll trym you be carful" h esiad
"i'll try" I laughed
then i walked over to sid.
"ready?" he asked
"yes"
Chapter 110
About Two weeks later, i was 4th of July we were getting ready to go to my parents.
I put on my shirt.
"I'm glad I get to see my parents."
"yeah, we haven't seen them in a while"
I stood infront of the mirror. i smooth my shirt over stomcah. I looked at myself in the mirror. I had on a pair of shorts, and a tank top. Sid put his arms around me. He had on tan shrots and a black t-shirt.
"are you ready?" he asked
"yeah"
"lets go" he kissed my cheek.
We got to my parents. We walked in the house. No one was in there.
"everyone must be outside"
we walked out back
"Brittany" mom said, she came up and hugged me
"hi mom" she put both her hands on my belly
"look at you"
"yeah"
my dad hugged me.
"how do you feel?" dad asked
"okay" then i walked to the table with mom
Later, I was watching Sid play cornhole, he was parnter with my dad.
"aunt britty" Carrie walked up
"hi sweetie" I picked her up and sat her on my lap.
"Baby" she touched the top of my stomcah.
"yeah, baby" I rubbed my stomcah
"four bagger" Sid yelled . I looked up at him. his arm were up "four bagger, baby" he came over and said it to me, and kissed my cheek
"huh? carrie did you see that" he said tickling her
"uncle Sid, stop" she luaghed
I laughed at him. he went and finished his game
Later we were sitting down to eat, Sid sat down next to me.
"hey" he said
"hi, ar you having fun?"
"yeah, are you?"
"yeah" I smiled, he kissed my cheek, I giggled "Sid"
"sorry we're late" I looked up and the smile went off my face. Jessica and her mother were standing on the other of the table. I looked at her. and beside her was Max
"oh shit" sid said, I put my fork down.
"excuse me" I said, getting up, she grabbed my arm helping me up.
"Britt" he said, I got out of his grip, turned and started walking towards the house.
Sid's POV
"Brittany" I said, standing up, she went in the house
"Britt" Jessica said coimg around the table.
"no" I stood infront of her.
"I just want to talk to her"
"you've talked to her enough in the last couple years." I looked at Max "you two back together?"
"yeah, for about a month"
"two weeksm she due in two weeks, she doesn't need this" I turned around and walked in the house.
Britt's POV
I walked int he kitchen
"sweetie" I turned around, mom was standing ther
"why is she here?" I asked
"well her mom is still on of my goods friends"
"okay, why did jessica come?"
"i'm not sure"
The door opened behind her. SId walked in
"oh" he said
"i'll leave you two alone." mom said and walked outside.
"are you okay?" he asked
"yeah, i'm ust pissed"
"calm down" he said, putting his his hand on my stomcah/ "i don't if I can handle you going into early labor, and i just relize that your due in two weeks"
I smiled
"I'm I overreacting?" I asked
"what?"
"Overreacting, with her I mean it been a couple years" I saidturning around "but all though high school, I was just her back-up friend, someone to talk to when she had a problem." I said turning back around "but the first person to turn her back on when there was a new boy came around"
"babe"
"then even when all that stuff happend to me, somehow when i think back she never though about me"
"Hun"
"and then when I finaly found a guy who liked me for me, and she tried to take him away from me. I'm so studpid to stay friends with him"
"Your not stupid!" Sid said
I looked at him. He pulled me into a hug. i took a deep breath.
"you okay now?" he asked
i nodded "yeah"
he laughed, i smiled
"so wait, Max? whats up with that?" I asked
"their back together."
"do you think it will last this time?"
"no"
I laughed
We went back outside
"Brittany" Jessica said
"no"
"but"
"But nothing i'm done all the time we were friends, you treated me like crap." I said "blowing me off for every guy that walked by and when I finaly found someone that made me happy you tried to ruin that."
"I didn't meant to hurt you" she said
"like hell you didn't" I said, sidney put his hand on my shoulder "you've always hurt me, i'm done I don't want to see or talk to you again." I said and she just stood there lookinf at me in shock, that really said that. I kinds of shock myself too. Then I just walked away, and smile to myself the i felt a pair of arms wrap around me. he put him face next to mine.
"i'm so pound of you" sid said, I laughed, he kissed my cheek
Then we went and finishing eating. Later I was sitting on the grass. with my legs strached out infront of me. i was dark. After I told Jessica what I felt. she lefted. Sidney came over after getting something to drink. he sat down next to me.
"how are you feeling?" he asked rubbing his head on my shoulder
"okay tried" I said, he put his drink on the other side of him, he leaned down and kissed my stomcah. I put my hand in his hair he leaned back up i kept my hand in his hair.
"are you ready for him?" he asked
"yeah, but... i'm scared" I said
"hey " he put his hand on my leg "there no reason to be scared, i'm going to be right there, beside you the whole time."
"thank god, i don't know if I could do this if you were on a road trip."
"well you have nothing to worry about, i'm not going anywhere." I smiled, he leaned in and kissed me, my hand that was on the back of his head, moved to his shoulder. When his lip lefted mine. i looked at him. i laughed, he smiled
"i lov--"
"Sidney" my dad cut him off. he looked behind. "Can you help me with these fireworks?"
"yeah" he yelled "i'll be back" he said getting up
"hey" I said
"yeah" he said looking down
"i love you too" i said, he smiled , he went and helped my dad.
Alittle while later , Sid sat back down next me.
"your not going to help light them?" I asked
"no, he said to go and enjoy them with my beautiful wife."
"shut up" i pushed him, he laughed
"you are beautiful" he said, kissing my cheek. then a firework went off. he looked up. I looked at him. i didn't stop looking at him. He's so handsome. he was smiling, I was thinking how lucky i am, and he put his hand on my leg, I smiled, then i felt the baby kicked, which made me smile more. he looked at me.
"what?" he asked
i shook my head "noth--"
"Unlce Sid" Carrie yelled and jumped on sid lap.
"Oh, Sweetie" he said, I was susprize that she was so easy around, i mean we see her, but not alot.she loved sid.
"where daddy?" I asked
"what pappy doing the friework" she said sitting on sid lap.
"oh, tell unlce where the baby is." I said
"right here" she said, putting her hand on my stomcah.
"really there a baby in there?" sid asked, i smiled "how do you know?"
"my daddy told me."
"yeah?"
"yeah" she said "Daddy said I was in my mommy belly, but he won't tell wheere shes at." she said, i looked at sid he looked at me. "do you where my mommy is?"
"ah......ummm" i said looking back and froth between sid and her.
"sweetie your daddy" sid started
"woah" she said,and moved her hand from my stomcah. i laughed
"he kick?" sid asked
"yeah"
"what was that?" she asked
"the baby kicking" I said
"oh," she put her hand back on my stomcah he kicked again.
"there he goes again" I laughed, the fireworks Started again
"look sweetie" sid said, she looked up took her hand off my stomcah. she sat on sid lap watching the fireworks. Sid looked at me. I smiled he leaned in ad kissed me.
When the fireworks were finish, sid lifted carrie off his lap.
"go find your daddy." sid said, she took off running, he looked at me. I looked up at him. he out his hand out. I grabbed his hand.
"ahh" i said
"come on" he pulled me up. i slided my arm around him.
"oh ahh thank you"
"welocome" he said wrapping my arms tighter he kissed my forhead,
I got out of his grip and looked up at him. I turned around started back to where all the table are. I fixed my shrit, and ran my small of my back. we sat with everyone at the table we sat, talked, laughed. I looked around at everyone carrie was asleep in adam's arms. i yawned,and sat in a chair. I was started to feel sick. I looked back at sid who was laughing with my dad.
"sweetie, are you okay" i looked, my mom was stanid there
"yeah, i'm fine"
"you sure"
"yeah"
about an hour later, i looked back at sid again
"honey" i yawned, putting my hand out to him.
"yeah" he said, grabbing my hand walking over to me "what's up"
"can we go home?"
"oh yeah" he said "are you feeling okay?" he asked putting his hand on my cheek
"no"
"why didn't you say something earlier? " he asked, helping me up.
"you were having fun."
"thats no reason"
"yes,it is" I said
"okay, okay lets say goodbye to anyone.
I went to said bye to my mom and dad, then I came up to my brother.
"well, bye brother" i said
"here, let me get up" he said
"no, don't wake her" i bent down ma nd hugged him. "hey, you might want to talk to her, she asked sid and i about her mommy. i said in his ear. i stood up looked at him, he give me a look
"i'll trym you be carful" h esiad
"i'll try" I laughed
then i walked over to sid.
"ready?" he asked
"yes"
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