Wednesday, February 22, 2012

note!

Sorry for no updates, I play softball, and we have been practicing for about two months, but now we have it six days a week now instead of four days a week, and with school, and others clubs. I'm going to try to write and update on Saturday nights, and Sundays. So please bare with me. thanks you so much, and i have the next 10 chapters or so written, it just me typing them, but if you have any idea of what you think of want to happen, please leave a comment. i would love it. Thank you.. <3


..............Brittany <3

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Chapter 107

Chapter 107

the next month everything was good. Sidney wasn't doing any trianing. the guyslost
the first round of playoffs, everyone was back at there hometowna, i was just me and
sidney.

"babe?" he yelled

"upstairs" i yelled back. I was putting sheets on our bed. he walked in. I looked at
him. he throw his bag on the floor. i smiled at him.

"hey" he said, putting his hand on the small of my back, and kissed me.

"hey" i said

"need help?"

"please"

he helped me put the sheets on, the bed. I went to hand him the cover, he grabbed me.

"Sid" i laughed, he laid me on the bed. , he laid next to me. he moved a piece of
hair from my face. he kissed me.

"Okay, Okay" I said "i can't lay on my back" he laughed "not funny" I said moving on
my side. "I feel like everything just pushed up in my face" he lifted up my shirt and
placed his hand on my belly.

"he's moving"

"yupp" I said "look" I moved his hand and you could see my stomcah moving.

"oh"

i nodded

"does that hurt?"

"no. he's just moving"



he smiled, and put his forehead to mine "couple months" he said

"three" I looked down.

"whats the matter?" he asked

I looke back up at him. "the neves of giving birth"

"hey, it to early for that."

"i know, but its still there"

He kissed my forhead. I put my hand on the side of his face, and brought his lips to
mine. he put arm around me. and puller me closer. I moved down my neck.

"babe" I said

"huh?"

"we can"t"

"huh"

"we can"t"

'i know, i'm sorry" he said pull away/

"it's okay"

"okay, then lets talk" he said,

"okay, whats up." I said sitting up. looking at him.

"I know, you want to stay here until after the baby born, but do you think we
couldmaybe go to cole harbour for a little bit, I know you might not be up for it,
but we could have fun."

"Sid, I don't ....would we really have any fun."

"well it will be our last time alone before he comes, he'll be here for our first
anniversary."

"i hope"

"what"

"well, i'm due july 12, he could be late."

"yeah, and we have Ashley and Kris wedding July 10."

"yeah, if i'm laying in a hosipal bed."

"true" he kissed my forehead. "and Marc, and V's is June 29th"

"yeah"

i put my head in his neck, he put his arm around me.

"but i was talking to my mom yesurday, and she can't get over the fact that were
having a baby."

"i can't believe it" i said. "well i can, i just" I said, looking at him "i don't
know" he smiled

"so cole harbour?" he asked

"yes"

"really?"

"yeah" I kissed him.

he got up, then helped me up

"so what the doctor say?" i asked

"nothing, i'm okay"

We finish making the bed. He was leaving the room.

"what do you say we leave in a week?" I asked

"sound good" he said

Over the week we got ticket, adn we were packing. well i was packing sidney was at
the doctors. my mo was over.

"Brittany, i don't think this is a good idea." mom said

"mom, i'm gonna be fine."

"what if something happends, your at a place you don't know that much about."

"Sid and I talked about everything, and my doctor said everything okay."

"I just don't like you leaving the states with you like this."

"mom, i'm not due for about two and a half months."

"babe" Sidney walked in the room. "oh, hey anne" he said, then giving her hug. "hey
you" he came over to me and give me a small kiss.

"Can you check them, that what I packed for you?" i said sidney start going though
the suitcase. "mom, Sid and I just want to get away, before he comes.Sid, been though
alot this year" I said, Sidney stopped what he was doing for a second, then went back
to what he was doing. "he needs this, , if anything."

Sid walked over to the closet, I put more clothes in the suitcase.

"just you on a plane"

"i'll be--"

"anne, I promise you nothing bad is going to happen to her or himm i'll make sure of
that." Sid said coming out of the closet,

"okay, okay, i'm not going to argue"

I just looked at her.

The day we were leavingm, we sat down in our plane. Once we got in the air, and we
allowed to take our seatbelts off. Sidney had his laptops on his lap we were watching
a movie. I had a headphone in so did he. Half way though that movie I took the
headphone out and started to look thoughout the plane. I didn't feel right. I looked
at Sid.

"you okay?" he asked

"i don't feel good" I ran my hands though my hair. I ajusted myself in the seat.

"air sick?" he asked

"i don't know"

"why don't you go to the bathroom."

"yeha" I stood up

"be careful"

"i will"

I went then got back to my seat. I ended up throwing up.

"everything okay?" sid asked

"yeah, i'll be fine"

We laned, his parents picked us up and took up to out house. i was so smpty and
quite. i walked in the living room. and sat on the couch. I still wasn't feeling
good.

"go take a nap" Sid said, kissing my forehead. I took a deep breath, gave him a small
smile.

"i'm going upstairs."

"okay" he helped me up

I went upstairs, got into bed and fell right alseep. Whenever I woke I opened my
eyes, the lights went out. I felt the bed move. I turned my head. Sid was getting in
bed. he looked at me.

"look whos up" he said

"hey" he kissed my forehead and put his arm uder my head "what time is it?"

"ahh, about ten" he looked at his phone.

"ten, I sleep all afternoon"

"yupp"

"i'm sorry" i said

"you have no reason to be sorry"

"I must have been more tired then I thought."

"how are you feeling?"

"Okay"

"What did you do today?"

"went shopping"

"shopping?"

"yeah, we needed food"

I smiled

"and did some fishing"

"did you catch anything?"

"no"

I put my face in his shoulder. I fell asleep. i woke up in the middle of the night.
Sid was asleep, his head was on top of mine. I slipped out of bed, I looked at Sid's
phone it was 1:30. i went downstairs. I went in the kitchen. I open the freezer,
there was a thing or ice cream.

"oh god, i look him." I said

After I was done, i got back into bed. I snuggled up to Sid. he put his arm around
me.

"everything okay?" he mumbled

"yeah" he put his hand on my belly.

"oh hes up"

"oh yeah" I laughed, the was kicking really fast

The next morning, i wooke, I rolled over, Sid back was towards me, he was sleeping. I
watched him. He moved on his back, still asleep. i watched him just breathe. i put my hand on his chest. I moved my hand up. I kissed his neck.

"mmm" he said, I kissed him again. "mmm" he opened hi eyes. "good morning"

"morning" I said, I put my hand on his cheek. i kissed him. he grabbed the back of my
head, and kissed me back.

"ow....oh" I said, feeling a storng pain.

"what?...What?" he asked, his eyes got wide.

"calm down, he just kicked." i sat up "really hard" I put my hand on my stomcah. "you
know 8months, were at 8 months" I said "and" I took a deep breath "i'm ready for him
to be here" i looked down at him.

"yeah" he rubbed my stomach

"whats up" I asked he sat up next to me.

"i've always wanted to be a dad, and when you toldme you were pregnant."

"the lovely way I did"

he laughed "but when you told me, I was scared out of my mind, but now I think i'm
ready."'

I smiled at him

"what made you get over it? "

"I think i was between time, hearing, his heartbeat, feeling him kick, and you."

I kissed his cheek. i put my head on his shoulder, he kissed my gorehead, and put his
hand on the top of stomcah. i linked my hand with his.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Chapter 106

Chapter 106

we got home

"go get shower" I told him

"okay" he walked upstairs

I felt so bad for him, all he wants to do is play again,, and I can't do anything
for him.

I want upstairs to the baby's room. i sat on the floor, and I started pulling out
clothes and folding them, and putting then on hangers.

"hey" i looked up, Sidney was standing there "need a hand?" he asked

"nah. i got it" I said, trying to get up with pile of clothes.

"here" he helped me up.

"thanks"

"yupp" I put the clothes away.

"how you feeling?"

"okay--" he said "Britt"

"yeah," i turned around, he put a arm out, his eyes started to close.

"Bri---"

"Sidney" I yelled, i ran up to him, i grabbed him. I throw his arm around me. his
body went limp. "Sid" I looked at him, his eyes were closed "Hun, plaese wake up" 2e
started to get really heavy. I lower him to the floor. I laid him on the florr.
"Sidney" I was so scared to deeath i didn;t know what to do , so I called 911,
because i couldn't carry him to the car. I sat down next to him, with a wet towel on
his head. "Sidney"

When they got there, I followed them in my car, which might have not been the best
idea. i couldn't stop shaking. When I got there I waited for the doctor. I try to sit
but i couldn't even though my back was killing me. I just kept think 'i can't lose
him, I can't lose him'

"Mrs, Crosby"

I looked up, a doctor was standing there.

"yes, " I said "is he okay?"

"Yes, he going to be fine but he going to have to take it easy. it part of having a
concussion, we have him on IV now."

"is he awake?"

"yeah, he been asking for you, down the hall thrid door on the left."

"thank you" I said

I walked down the hall and looked in the room. Sid was laying there with his eye
closed.

I walk in beside the bed, and grabbed his hand, he jumped alittle, and opened his
eyes.

"sorry" I whisper

"no, it;s fine"

"are you okay?" he asked

"i'm fine" I put my hand on the side of his face. I kissed his cheek. "I was so
scared" I said into his ear.

"i'm sorry" he said "but i'm okay" I kissed he temple

"how long do you have to be in here?" I asked looking at him.

"at least over night"

I nodded, "do you want me to call anybody?"

"my parents, and I think doctor at the arena were already told."

"Okay, i'll be back" I kissed his cheek and let go of his hand.

I went and called his parents. I told them everything was okay now, and that they
didn't need to come down. I came back in his room, his eyes were shut. I sat down in
the chari next to the bed. his eyes opend and looked at me.

"go to sleep"

"I dont't want to sleep"

"but your tired"

"i know"

I stood up, I run my hand thouh his hair.

"mmm" he said, and shut his eyes, few minutes later, he was asleep.

Couple hours later, i was laying an the couch that was aganist the wall. I couldn't
get to sleep/ then I got up, on sat in the chair. I put my hands on the top of my
belly.

"go home" I looked over at sid "go home" he said again.

"no"

"babe, go home get into bed"

"no, i'm staying here.. with you"

he gave me a small smile "okay"

I fell asleep in the chair, The next morning I woke up. I opened my eyes, and rubbed
them. I yawned i looked over at sidney, he was looking at me

"hey" he said.

"hey, how'd you sleep?"

"okay, it was off and on. you?"

"okay" I tried to move in the chair. "oh"

"you okay?"

"i'm kinda of sore."

he reach for my hand, i grabbed it.

"i'm gonna go for a walk, okay"

"you okay?"

"yeah, i just got to move"

"okay"

I got up. I walked out of the room.I walked outside.

"Britt" I turned, Marc and Vero was walking up.

"hey"

"are you okay?"

"yeah."

"how sid?" Marc asked

"he's okay"

"what happend?"

"he fanited that it"

"can i see him?"

"yeah" I said walking back in, Vero came up beside me.

"are you sure your okay?"

"yeah, i'll be okay"

We walked in his room.

"look who I found" I said

"hey. man" Sid said

"good"

I looked at Sidney, he gave me a small smile, we sat there and talked for a while. A
nurse camee in and checked on him a couple of time. After about hour and a half Marc,
and Vero left. they walked put of the room. I looked at Sid.

"I'm okay" he said

"I'm just worried"

"you need to stop worrying, its not good for you" he put his hand on my stomcah.

"Mr.Crosby" The doctor said walking in the room. Sid took his hand off my stomcah.
"everything looks good, just take it easy, and you can go home."

"thank good" he said "thanks doctor"

"yes, thank you" I said

"your welcome"

Sidney got changed, he signed some papers.

When we were getting out of the car when we got home i got out and went straight over
to sidney side to help him, but he was already out of the car. We got in the house.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Chapter 105

i love the comments guys keep them coming please..

Chapter 105

That weekend i was getting ready for the shower. i put on my bracelet and fixed my
shirt. i walked out of the room. Sidney walked out of the baby room. He been putting
the crib and stuff together for th elast couple days.

"you all ready?" he asked

"yeah, what are you going today?"

"oh i don't know" he said, with this look on his face.

"what?" i asked

"nothing, i''m going to drop you off at the hall, then coming home and waiting for it
to be over so I can go pick you up." he said we were walk down the stairs. "mom, tay
,a nd Nanny croaby and Nanny Frobes are already there."

His grandmothers suspirzed us last night b showing up. I put on my jacket. Sid put on
his hat. I hit the front of his hat. he grabbed me, smiled and then kissed me. I
kissed him back. We got to the car and it started to rain.

"I haven't really asked how have you been?" i asked him as we stopped at a red light.

"i've been great"

"that greats, i just hope you get better, and get back out there"

"me too, i miss it."

"i know" i said rubbing his shoulder

"but i love all the time i get to spend with you. " I smiled at me. I looked up at
the light,

"green" I said, we started then i looked at my window "Sid!" I yelled, he slammed on
the brakes, and his arm went across my chest.this car run the red light, I put my
hand on his shoulder.

"are you okay?" he asked

i nodded "yeah, are you?" I asked rubbing his shoulder.

He put his foot pn the gas, and we kept going. We got to the hall sid parked in
front. It was still raining. I leaned over for a kiss he kissed me. I put up my hood.

"love you"

"love up too" I said,m getting out, then I got inside.

i took off my jacket.

"hi baby" mom said

"hi" I said "it looks great"

"don't it"

There was greeen and yellow everywhere only a few people were here so far.

After everybodsy got there we started playin games I sat with Vero and Taylor. We
were having a great time. After the game we ate, and the cake, since we won't tell
them the name it said 'Welcome baby boy Crosby' It was the cutest thing i ever seen
After cake i started opening presaents. there was alot clothes, diapers and bottles
there was alot of stuff. and ther was a bunch of penguins baby clothes. I finished
opening the last one.

"we have your present, but its not done yet" Nanny crosby, said talking about her and
Nanny Frobes.

"oh okay thats fine" I said.

After that, I stood up.

"Hey everyone" I saideveryone stopped talking "I just wanted to say thank you all for
coming, also to my mom, Trina Sidney Mom, Taylor for putting this all together nanny
Crosby Nanny Frobes for cpimg all the way down here. " i said wipping a tear away
then I heard the door open I looked Sidney was standing in the doorway. "and to this
man." I walked over to him "for putting up with all my crap" I laughed, with tears in
my eyes, he smiled, and I hugged him. he put his arm around me . He put his chin on
th etop og my head. i cried into his chest, everyoone said 'awes' I luaghed i looked
up at him/

"sorry, i'm crying all over you" I saidm wipping his chest.

"your okay" he wipped my face off

"can I get a picture" his mom said

I turned around. Sid was I smiled his put his hand on my stomcah. she took the
picture,

"I don't nornally cry this much" i said to everuone they laughed i turned back to
Sidney "you smell like paint" i said to him.

"i was in the baby room, it still smells like paint in there."

"we painted like a week ago"

"i don't know"

We were they for a little bit longer. i made Sidney eat something even though we were
taking it home with us. he was sitting at a table by himself. I looked over at him,
he was looking around and eating then he looked me. He smiled and waved. i smiled at
him. I was sharing at him i'm so in love with him, and he was going to be a great
father.

"i'll be back" i told Vero and Ash

I walked over to him

"hey babe" he said

"hey" I sat down next to him

"you might sleep tonight" he said

"yeha, i've been sleeping pretty good the last couple days." i said "but my feet and
my back hurt, when we get home I want to get a warm bath, and just lay in bed." I
said "but first have to put all of that away" I said looking over at all the present

"yeah"

"where are we going to put it, we can't put it the baby room, we have 3o much to do,
you have to finish the crib and stuff on the wall toys all the stuff in there"

"yeah"

"we can put it all in our room"

"yeah, we can"

Alot of people were started to leave. I thankedd everyone again. we started to
cleaning up. Sidney starting taking stuff to the car. we were almost cleaning. Sid
got everything in the car.

"you two go" Trina Said

"but we'll not done yet" I said

"we'll be fine"

"are you sure?"

"yeah"

"okay thank you again"

"your welcome"

Sidneu and I got home we unloaded everything. we got everything in the house. I sat
on the the couch, and put my on top on my belly.

"oh.. I going to get a bath" I said

"before you do that I have something for you" he said satting on the arm of the
couch.

"what?"

"come with me." he helped me up

he walked me up the stairs, we stopped infront of the baby room.

"what--"

"close your eyes"

"why?"

"just close your eyes, and don't open them"

"okay" I closed them.

"your might be mad at me for this, but I also think you might be happy" I smiled "but
if you mad i'm sorry"

"Sidney"

"Okay...Okay" he grabbed my hand, I heard him open the door, the he walked me in. I
heard hin shut the door. It smelled like stright up panit in there.

"okay babe open your eyes"

I opened them I looked around everything was buildt, there was the chair, lamps, rug
tooys and other we brought. there was a tree painted on the wall the whole room was
done.

"you still have to put that other stuff in here, and his clothes I left that for
you." he said "Babe?"

I looked arounf the room, then at him

"are you going to cry?"

I nodded "i love you" i whispered

"i love you'

"Sidney, it looks greats."

then he got down on one knee.

"you like it" he said, grabbing my belly "Aiden...Matthew" he looked up at me.
"Crosby"

I smiled "I love it" he got up and hugged me. i laughed

"it looks so good"

"thanks."

"now go get a bath"

I laughed "don't mine if I do"

I was int he bath. i was relaxing laing back in the tub.

"Britt"

"oh shit" i jumpped

"what?"

"you scared me"

"Sorry"

"its okay"

"i just wanted to get something"

"Okay"

after he got what he wanted, he leaned down to kiss me. I kissed him. both of my
hands on the side of his face.

"can I be any lucker?"

"what do you mean?"

"I mean I have you" I said

"and I have you" I kissed him on the cheek

After I was done. i got into some comfy clothes. i went downstairs. i sat on the
couch. i grabbed my book that was on the end table.

"Nanny, i don't know you have to talk to Brittany" Sid said,c oming out of the
kitchen with nanny Croaby and Nanny Forbes following.

"whats goiong on?" I asked

"Oh.... i thought you were going to bed." Sid said

"i'm getting there, whats up?"

"they have to ask you something."

"Okay"

"i'm going to get a shower."

they came in the living room and sat next to me.

"we went to know the baby name, but we have a good reason, but didn't we tell Sidney"

"what?"

"we are making a blanket for the baby, we want to put his name on it, we didn't to tell Sidney beacuse we made one when he was born, we want to make a susprised."

"i'll write it down for you."

"thank you"

I simled "Aiden Matthew" I said writing it down "Crosby, but you have to promise me
that your not going to tell anyone?"

"we promise"

"thank you"

"your welcome" they hugged me and went upstairs.

After a while I went upstair. Baby's room door was open i stopped turned on the
light. I looked around the room.

"Britt" I looked across the hall, Sidney was standing in the doorway. "you coming
bed?" he asked

"yeah i'm coming" i said I looked in the room again, smiled in myself. then turned
off the light.

I went in the bedroom Sidney was in bed. i turned on the tv. I climbed into bed. i
put my hand on Sid chest. he smiled i kissed him. .

"come here" he said opening his arms leaned into his side, he put his arms around me.
he rubbed my side, and in no time I was asleep.

The next morning, everyone was leaving. we were in the living room getting ready to
go to the air port.

"Sidney, Brittany can we talk to you?" Nanny Forbes asked

"yeah" we followed them into the dining room. I was just me, Sid, Nanny Forbes, and
Nanny Crosby.

"here, its for the baby" she handed me a box. I looked at sidney.

"open it"

I put the box on the table, open it up, took the tissue paper out this I pulled the
blanket out, there was patches Sid grabbed the after we unfolded it.

"are these --"

"parts of your baby clothes." the one part was knitted in the corner.

"Sidney" I showed him it had to be his baby blanket. he looked over my shoulder,

"is that my blanket that you made me."

"Yupp, and over here, his name."

"your told them"

"yeah."

"thank you" he said, hugged both of them. i hugged them, i put the blanket back in
the box and took it upstairs real quick.

After we dropped them.

"I got practice" he said

"Do you want me to drop you then i'll pick you up?"

"are you okay with drining?"

"i'm fine"

we got to the arena. i got out to get in the driver seat.

"Britt" Someone yelled. I turned around it was V. "lunch?"

"when?"

"now, at the cafe"

"yeah, i'll met you there."

"okay"

Sidney handed me the keys

"Call me, when your done"

"yupp, will do." he kissed me

I got in the car and drove to the Cafe.

we sat done and order.

"your never gonna guess what Sidney did last night." I said

"what?"

"we got home from the shower, and he took me upstairs to the baby room. he had the
whole room done. The crib dresser, the a tree painted on the wall."

"he did all of that."

"yeah, and more i couldn't believe it"

We ate, after we were done we sat there and talked for awhile. then we went home.

When I got home. I sat on the couch watching t.v. I was thinking aboutputting all the
baby clothes away, the my phone rang.

"hello"

"i'm donr, babe"

"okay, i'm on my way"

"okay, bye"

"bye"

When I got to the arena, Sidney was standing there. i got out. i went to hand him the
keys.

"you can drive." he said

"okay." i got in the car.

"whats wrong?" I asked him.

"nothing"

"Talk to me" I said, he was looking down at his hands. "Sidney" i grabbed his hand.

"my handaches are back" he said, not looking at me.

"what?"

"their been back"

"what?"

"for about two weeks."

"what? you ddin't tell me?"

"no."

"why?"

"i don't know. i didn't think you needed to know.'

"I didn't need to know, what? why?...no you tell me everything."

he didn't say anything

"i don't know what to say." I said

"i'm over waorking myself, i',m never going to play again."

"yes, you are, you just to fo what the doctor tell you."

"i've been doing what the doctor tell me."

"i know, i know keep doing it and just take it easy, maybe you shouldn't have done
the baby room, you were over doing it."

"no" he said "that had nothing to do with it. lets go home." he said

"okay"