Chapter 104
Sid's POV
I woke the day Tay was coming in. I looked over Brittany wasn't there or her pillow,
I just figure she went downstairs to sleep on the couch, wehn she can't sleep that
where she goes when she can't sleep. I went downstarisa and there she was asleep on
the couch.
"babe......." i shook her "babe wake up." I got down byside the couch "britt" she
moved
"what?" she turned on her back.
"i'm up and put of bed. if you want to go up there."
"hun, you know i don't come down here because of you right."
"I know"
"but you can go."
"i;m up " she sai sitting up moving her pillow to the other side of the couch. I sat
down next to her.
"Why do you come down here? you know there more ---"
"I really can't sleep, someone up all night."
"really?" I asked, she grabbed my hand and place it on her belly.
"he is"
"yupp"
I lifted her shirt to show her prefectly round stomcah i kissed it she put her hand
on the back of my neck.
"Hey bud." Britt laughed at. "you need to mama a break." i said as she rubbed my
neck. I kissed her again., and then i heard someone coming downstairs. I put her
shirt down. Mt dad walked down in the room.
"morning." he said
"good morning" we both said
"can I use you car to go get your sister?"
"oh, yeah, i'm coming with you" I said standing up. "let me get dress" I went
upstaris got dress. i came back downstairs,putting my wallet in my pocket. brittany
was in the hallway.
"i'll be back"
she nodded "okay"
"if yuor still tired, go upstairs and get more sleep."
"i'm fine" she said, grabbing my pockets on my jeans pulling me towards her. I kissed
her.
"see ya"
"see ya" she said
then me and dad left when we got to the airport we only waited for a little bit.
Until Tay plane came.
When we got home Brittany was in the kitchen cleaning.
"hey britt" Tay in the kitchen.
"hey" they hugged
"wow" she looked at Brittany
"yeah"
"have you felt him yet?" she asked
"yeah, do yoiu eant to feel?"
"yeah"
"okay" She said "right here" she touch her stomcah. Taylor put her habd where
Brittany's was.
"it's strong"
"oh yeah, he very strong"
The day went on like any other. Dad and Taylor came to the arena with me. we were now
in the playoffs well. i wasn't playing, there first game was tomorrow night.
Her parents were coming over tonight.
We came home Brittany had dinner cooking. i seenher walking in the kitchen. She
stopped and put her hands on the counter and took a deep dreath.
"maybe you should take a break"
she turned around "i'm okay, I just can't move as fast."
Then the door bell rang "I got it" I said Britt followed me. It was her parents we
said "hello"
"hi honey" anne said to britt
"hi mom"
"how you feeling?" Dan aked
"okay"
"you look tired"
"i am anyway come in drinks in the frig." i put my arm around Britt hip as her
parents walked in the living room.
"if you want go take a nap, I think they'll understand" I whisper in her ear.
"i'm good" she kissed my cheek
We sat down in the living room with everyone else Brittany leaned on my arm.
"So we were talking " Anne said, me and Britt looked at her "We think that we should
know the baby name."
I felt birttany shake her head. "no"
"Why not?"
"because we don't want to tell anybody, and this is something we just want to know."
"we want to tell what we think/"
"no--"
"that one reason we don't want to tell anyone, we don't want to know what people
think." Brittany said cutting me off. I nodded agreeing with her.
"well"
"Sorry mom" Britt said
"so did you get anymore of the baby room done?" anne asked
"no, we just got it painted."
"well, you two better started."
"mom, we have three and a half months" Britt said with attitude. i looked at her "i'm
sorry" she said trying to get up. i helped her up, and walked in the kitchen. I wen
to get up.
"we'll go" Our mom said
Britt's POV
I wlaked in the kitchen . i check dinner. i standing there.
"honey"
I turned aorund
"mom, i'm sorry I got loud, I'm tried and things are just getting back to normal with
me and sid."
"its okay"
"no"
"yes it is I understand"
"we both do" Trina said
"we know about being tired, but what up with you and Sidney."
"we were having problems." I said sitting st the kitchen table. "and I know he still
scared, i'm scared too, whos not going to be scared when your bringing a human being
into the world." i said "and I know this kinda of random and my biggest fear is hes
not going to want to touch hom. " I siad wipping a tear from my face
"Sidneys scared, but he loves kids"
"I know he does"
"but i don't think he's going to let that, stop from holding his son." Trina said
"don't be worried at it"
I put my hand on top of the stomcah.
"but hey your really not going to tell us the name?"
"no" i laughed
they both hot up and hugged me, then went back in the living room, i got up and got a
paper towel, and wipped my face, then felted arms go around me. I turned arounf and
slid me arms around him.
"you know i never use to cry like this." i said his chest
"hey dont blame this all on me, you are pregnant."
"okay both my man" i looked at him, he laughed
"i love you" he said
"I love you too" he kissed me, then the buzzer went off for dinner
"help me get everythimg out"
"yupp" he said
We all eat, after we ate, we talked some more then my parents left and we all went to
bed.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Chapter 103
i'm going to try to upload a chapter every other day, maybe every fews days, i'm going to try.
Chapter 103
The next morning, i sladed my hand off of her. i put my arms above my head. I rolled over on my back alittle and I forgot I was on the couch, and fell off the couch.
"Ow!" I said, laying on the hardwood floor, looking up. A few seconds later Brittany was looking down at me.
"Sidney" she said, "how, what?"
"I fell off the couch"
"I see that, but where...here --" she said pointing to the couch.
"all night" I said, she sat up. I got up and sat next to her. We sat there. I looked
over at her, she was staring at her hands.
"Hey" I said, grabbing her hand. "I thought we could go get the color for his room."
"really?" she looked at me. "you don't have to go to the arena?"
"well, I do, but not until later, i'm gonna skate. we can go now."
"Okay" she stood up, so did I "i'm going to go get dress." she walked past me. i
grabbed her hand.
"come here" i said wrapping my arms around her. She had her arms around me the
tightest they ever been, she buried her head into my chest. "i love you"
"i love you, too" she said in my chest.
We got to home depot.
"So you said green?"
"yeah, do you like it?" she asked as we were standing infront of the paint.
"yeah" i said, she picked out, three color green and she was looking at them.
"which one do you like?" she asked
"this one" I pointed to it, it was a lighter green.
"me too"
"so is this it?" i asked
"yeah"
We got the paint, then went homw. put in his room. about on hour later I left for the
arena.
Britt's POV
After Sid left for the arena. i went upstiars and was trying to figure out where I
wanted the baby stuff to go in the room.
I don't think Sidney and I our back our normal but I think were getting there.
In a two hours. Sid came home back with Max, and Marc.
"the guys are going to help me move the stuff out of the baby room."
"oh okay are you sure?"
"yeah."
"V coming over." Marc said
"Okay, want me to order pizza or something."
"yeah, thats good" sid said "We're going to get started."
I waited to order the pizza until Vero showed up.
We were all in the living room, eating.
"how was the skate?" i asked turning to Sid.
"it was amazing, i felt so good to be out there with the guys." I smiled
a little bit later.
"well all we have to do is get the bed out of the room." Sid said
"okay"
Sid and the guys went upstair, i went in the kitchen. V followed me I closed the
pizza boxes.
"So you and Sid back to normal."
"no, nut we're better."
"you guys seen fine"
"were better"
Later the guys were leaving.
"'thank you so much." I said
"anytime."
Two days later. I came home from breakfast, with my parents. i came in the house.
"you ready?" Sid asked
"ready for what?"
"to paint his room." he said pointing to my stomcah
"yeah, let me change"
After I got change, and walked in the baby room there was plastic on the floor, and
the crib, changing table, and the dressers in the corner. Sid handed me a roller.
We started painted then I heard music. i looked back, i seen Sidney had turned on my
ipod that was on my ihome. i luaghed, he smiled.
We were working for a long we took our. i can't be on my feet for that long anymore.
We had about two hours in. The walls were done, then Sid and I song came on. I looked
away from Sid adn smiled. then I felt Sidney come up behind me.
"may I have this dance?"
i nodded he took the roller from my hand, and turned me around. i put my arms around
him. He put his arms around me. We dance the whole song. close to the end of the
song.
"you know what?" Sid asked
"what?"
"were going to be okay."
I smiled "we are" I nodded
Then this fast song, came on. i looked at Sid. i smiled and run my finger on teh wet
wall and then touch his nose.
his mouth dropped "oh....oh" he said he put both his hands on the wall.
"no" I said turning towards the door. he grabbed me right above my stomcah without
his hand touching me. I laughed. I turned around. he ran his finger down my nose. I
laughed again. He went to kiss me. Then i heard someone cough Sid looked up. I looked
back.
"Mom, Dad" He said, letting go of me.
"Hi, What are you doing here?" I asked
"just a visit" Trina said
"how long are you guys staying?" Sid asked
"we don't know yet."
"okay, well you wanna put your stuff in the guest room, then do you want to go to
dinner?"
"yeah"
"okay, let us get cleaned up."
I laughed, his parents walked out to go get their stuff, Sid Started putting the
paint away.I turned around to help him.
"no, go get ready"
"No, i want to help."
"honey, i got it."
"okay" I sai, and run my hand along his shoulder, and went to our room.
After I cleaned off my face, Aiden started to kick really hard, he been kicking alot
more lately. I grabbed a shirt and put it on.
Sidney came in the room, he looked at me.
"do I have paint on my face?" he smiled
"just alittle" I laughed. he put his hand on my belly and kissed me, he spotted and
looked me.
"hes going crazy." he said
"yes he is." i smiled
"i'm going get cleaned up"
"okay"
We were at dinner.
"you two really aren't telling us the name?"
I shook my head
"we want to wait" Sidney said, i looked at Sid,a nd smiled
"Well anywheres I talked to your mom." Trina said
"my mom?" I asked
"yeah, we want to throw you a baby shower"
"oh okay"
"of crouse, you'll have a say in it."
"okay, that great."
Next week. Sid was in bed. i came out of the bathroom, and climbed right back into
bed. I buried my face in my pillow.
"your okay?" Sid asked
"no, i didn't get any sleep , I don't feel good, and my back hurts." he rubbed my
back.
"i thought to sickness was over."
"its not morning sicknes, i'm just ired, and i feel weak."
"just take it easy the next couple days."
Over the next couple days. i did take it easy, my mom come over and Trina and her,
put together some things about the shower, it was this weekend. Taylor was flying in
this week.
Chapter 103
The next morning, i sladed my hand off of her. i put my arms above my head. I rolled over on my back alittle and I forgot I was on the couch, and fell off the couch.
"Ow!" I said, laying on the hardwood floor, looking up. A few seconds later Brittany was looking down at me.
"Sidney" she said, "how, what?"
"I fell off the couch"
"I see that, but where...here --" she said pointing to the couch.
"all night" I said, she sat up. I got up and sat next to her. We sat there. I looked
over at her, she was staring at her hands.
"Hey" I said, grabbing her hand. "I thought we could go get the color for his room."
"really?" she looked at me. "you don't have to go to the arena?"
"well, I do, but not until later, i'm gonna skate. we can go now."
"Okay" she stood up, so did I "i'm going to go get dress." she walked past me. i
grabbed her hand.
"come here" i said wrapping my arms around her. She had her arms around me the
tightest they ever been, she buried her head into my chest. "i love you"
"i love you, too" she said in my chest.
We got to home depot.
"So you said green?"
"yeah, do you like it?" she asked as we were standing infront of the paint.
"yeah" i said, she picked out, three color green and she was looking at them.
"which one do you like?" she asked
"this one" I pointed to it, it was a lighter green.
"me too"
"so is this it?" i asked
"yeah"
We got the paint, then went homw. put in his room. about on hour later I left for the
arena.
Britt's POV
After Sid left for the arena. i went upstiars and was trying to figure out where I
wanted the baby stuff to go in the room.
I don't think Sidney and I our back our normal but I think were getting there.
In a two hours. Sid came home back with Max, and Marc.
"the guys are going to help me move the stuff out of the baby room."
"oh okay are you sure?"
"yeah."
"V coming over." Marc said
"Okay, want me to order pizza or something."
"yeah, thats good" sid said "We're going to get started."
I waited to order the pizza until Vero showed up.
We were all in the living room, eating.
"how was the skate?" i asked turning to Sid.
"it was amazing, i felt so good to be out there with the guys." I smiled
a little bit later.
"well all we have to do is get the bed out of the room." Sid said
"okay"
Sid and the guys went upstair, i went in the kitchen. V followed me I closed the
pizza boxes.
"So you and Sid back to normal."
"no, nut we're better."
"you guys seen fine"
"were better"
Later the guys were leaving.
"'thank you so much." I said
"anytime."
Two days later. I came home from breakfast, with my parents. i came in the house.
"you ready?" Sid asked
"ready for what?"
"to paint his room." he said pointing to my stomcah
"yeah, let me change"
After I got change, and walked in the baby room there was plastic on the floor, and
the crib, changing table, and the dressers in the corner. Sid handed me a roller.
We started painted then I heard music. i looked back, i seen Sidney had turned on my
ipod that was on my ihome. i luaghed, he smiled.
We were working for a long we took our. i can't be on my feet for that long anymore.
We had about two hours in. The walls were done, then Sid and I song came on. I looked
away from Sid adn smiled. then I felt Sidney come up behind me.
"may I have this dance?"
i nodded he took the roller from my hand, and turned me around. i put my arms around
him. He put his arms around me. We dance the whole song. close to the end of the
song.
"you know what?" Sid asked
"what?"
"were going to be okay."
I smiled "we are" I nodded
Then this fast song, came on. i looked at Sid. i smiled and run my finger on teh wet
wall and then touch his nose.
his mouth dropped "oh....oh" he said he put both his hands on the wall.
"no" I said turning towards the door. he grabbed me right above my stomcah without
his hand touching me. I laughed. I turned around. he ran his finger down my nose. I
laughed again. He went to kiss me. Then i heard someone cough Sid looked up. I looked
back.
"Mom, Dad" He said, letting go of me.
"Hi, What are you doing here?" I asked
"just a visit" Trina said
"how long are you guys staying?" Sid asked
"we don't know yet."
"okay, well you wanna put your stuff in the guest room, then do you want to go to
dinner?"
"yeah"
"okay, let us get cleaned up."
I laughed, his parents walked out to go get their stuff, Sid Started putting the
paint away.I turned around to help him.
"no, go get ready"
"No, i want to help."
"honey, i got it."
"okay" I sai, and run my hand along his shoulder, and went to our room.
After I cleaned off my face, Aiden started to kick really hard, he been kicking alot
more lately. I grabbed a shirt and put it on.
Sidney came in the room, he looked at me.
"do I have paint on my face?" he smiled
"just alittle" I laughed. he put his hand on my belly and kissed me, he spotted and
looked me.
"hes going crazy." he said
"yes he is." i smiled
"i'm going get cleaned up"
"okay"
We were at dinner.
"you two really aren't telling us the name?"
I shook my head
"we want to wait" Sidney said, i looked at Sid,a nd smiled
"Well anywheres I talked to your mom." Trina said
"my mom?" I asked
"yeah, we want to throw you a baby shower"
"oh okay"
"of crouse, you'll have a say in it."
"okay, that great."
Next week. Sid was in bed. i came out of the bathroom, and climbed right back into
bed. I buried my face in my pillow.
"your okay?" Sid asked
"no, i didn't get any sleep , I don't feel good, and my back hurts." he rubbed my
back.
"i thought to sickness was over."
"its not morning sicknes, i'm just ired, and i feel weak."
"just take it easy the next couple days."
Over the next couple days. i did take it easy, my mom come over and Trina and her,
put together some things about the shower, it was this weekend. Taylor was flying in
this week.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Chapter 102
Chapter 102
Two weeks and half later, I got bigger, taps turns into kicks. Sid felt better, His headaces weren't to bad. We went to dinner with V and Marc, and Max.
We were getting out of the car when we got home. Sid came up from behind me, put his arm around me.
"Hello" I said
"Hi" he said, i laughed.
"so what do you what do you want ot do?"
"what do you mean?" he asked, taking out his keys, his unlocked the door.
"for the rest of night."
"i don't know"
"want to get in bed and watch a movie?"
"sounds good to me"
I smiled and took off my shoes. "okay, you pick one and, i'm going to get change."
"okay"
I changed into a pair of pj pants and one of Sidd shirts. i came back in the room
Sid was taking off his shirt.
"you pick one?"
"yupp" he said, putting another shirt. i got into bed, He put in the movie. Then got
into bed. He put his stright out . He put his around me, i leaned into his chest.
"Caleb" he said
"what?" I looked up at him
"Caleb, do you like that name?"
I smiled, "yeah, but I was thinking about Aiden"
"Oh, i like that"
"you do?"
"yeah, how about you pick the first name and I'll pick the middle" he said
"Okay, Aiden" I said "but only if you like it."
"I like it, where did you get it from?"
"well, i was looking up names, and I found it, and I forgot when I was little, you
know how girl look up name when their younger."
he nodded
"well I always I loved that name"
"well i like it." he said, he kissed me, he put his arm around my stomcah, we went
back watching the movie.
I woke up the next morning, now I had my head on his chest. i freezeing I wrapping my
around Sid tighter. i was black in the room.
"mmmm" sid said, I reach down for the blanket and sidney grabbed it and put it around
us.
We didn't say anything to each other, we fall right back asleep. i woke up to Sidney
kissing my forehead.
"mmm" I said
"good morning"
"morning" I tighten my girp on him.
Later that day. I was cleaning the house. I was coming at the end of my 5 months.
Sid came home from the arena he was doing off ice training and he was doing pretty
good. I was dusting this big china cabnet thing we have in the dinning room.
"please be careful and take it easy." Sid said walking in the dinning room.
"i'm fine" I said looking at him.
"just be careful , okay"
"I am" I said turning back around.
"I really hope he not as hard headed as you"
I shook my headm and smiled to myself/
"OH!!" I said as the baby kicked me really hard. I put my hand on my stomcah.
"Britt" Sidney Said ranning up to me and grabbing my arm my breathing started picking
up, but not becasue of the pain more because it scared me."Okay, Okay sit down." he
said walking me to a chair. I sat down, he jnelted infront of me. he run his hand on
my leg.
"you okay?"
"i'm good, that he never kicked like that before."
"did it hurt?"he asked
I nodded
"are you in pain?"
"no"
"why are you breathing so heavy?"
"It's scared me."
"do you want to go to the doctors?"
I laughed, and put my hand in the side of his face "babe, i was just a kick."
"yeah, i'm just fine."I said
"just take it easy, okay"
"i'm going to finish"
"no" he said sitting me back in the chair.
"It was just a kick."
"like I said it was just a kick." he said picking up the cleaning stuff
"Sidney"
"Brittany"
I rolled my eyes at him. he laughed and walked out of the dining room. into the
kitchen. i got up and shut the doors of the china cabnet, and went in the kitchen.
Sidney was putting that stuff away.
"go lay down, watch tv, I;m going make dinner." he said
"Sid, you know that the baby stuff is still in the room. that we haven't took any of
the guest room stuff out yet."
"yes, Brittany"
"I was just telling you"
"I know, babe I was going to start taking the stuff down in a couple days. Marc was
coming to help, then we can't do anything until you pick a color."
"why am I the one that has to pick the color?"
"because your the mother." he said, turning around.
"your the father." i said, getting louder. "whats up with you?"
"nothing go relax." he said, turing back around.
I rolled my eyes, turned on my heels and went upside.
Lately Sidnwy been okay at one moment and the next he not. I don't know whats up with
him, and he won't talk about it.
Sidney came up stairs in th bedroom. I was sitting on the bed with my laptop.
"dinner done" he said,, not looking at me, and walking in the bathroom.
"okay" I said. shutting my laptop. he walked out bathroom. "do you want to talk?"
"not really" he said, he said walking out of the room. I got up and followed him out
of the room.
We were eating at the kitchen table
"its good" I said, with just my eyes moving towards him.
"Thanks" he said, not looking up.
I lifted my head up, I looked at hjim.
"I like the color green. "
"what?"
"for the baby room"
"oh okay, I don't want to talk about that right now"he said looking at me.
"why?"
"because I don't, okay."
"you never want to"
"we talk about him."
"yes, we talk about him, Sidney" I said, putting my folk down."but every time its to
get ready for him, you delay." he looked at me. "its like you think if we don't get
ready for him, hes not going to come as fast." I said starting to get mad. "Sidney,
he is coming in a few months no matter what." I got up. i was starting to cry and I
had no idea why. I walked out of the kitchen.
"Brittany" he yelled.
"What." I turned aroundm wiping the tears from my eyes.
"why are you crying?"
"I don't.....I....... I don't know" I said. "I can't take the whole your okay this
moment, and not the next."
"your taking about my moodswing" he said
I took a deep breath.
"babe" he said, going to touch me.
"don't" I said, turning my back towards him.
"Brittany, you can't get stressed out."
"Stressed Out" i yelled turning around "stressed out, stressed out you want to talk
about getting stressed, your the one making me stressed out."
"I can't deal with this." he saod walking over to his shoes and putting them on.
"Where are you going?" i asked
"out" he said, grabbing his coat. and his keys, and walked out the door.
"Sidney" I yelled.
Sid's POV
I slammed the car door shut. i looked at the house, you could tell the hallway light
was on and living room. I shook my head almost to try to get the idea of going back
in there out of my head. Then, i turned on the car, and back out of the driveway. I
went to the bar where, i knew Some of the guys would be at. I parked the car.
"Sid" Max yelled
"hey" I said, i sat at the bar.
"Hey Sid, I thought you were staying home with Britt" Marc asked
"I had to get out."
"you heys had a fight"
I looked at him "thats all we do anymore"
"its just her moodswings"
"no....no" i said
"guys can I help you?" the bartender asked
"oh. yeah... a beer" I said "but no its not, this baby is tearing as apart, We fight
about everything that has to do with him, the only thing we haven't fought about is
his name."
"dude, i don't know what to tell you I really don't. nut you love her right"
"yeah, but i'm an idot, i left her there by herself crying, i'm a ass"
"all guys have done that once of twice"
"no when your wife is five and a half months pregnant."
I took a drink of my beer.
"i'll be back" Marc said, adn he walked away.
Britt's POV
I walked in teh kitchen. I got a paper towel, and wipped my tears. i looked at the
table that still had our plates on it. I cleared the table off. i shut the kitchen
light off. I walked in the hallway. I stop at the doorway of the living room, looked
in the living room. On the back of the chair, there was Sid's hat. i picked it up. i
grabbed it, he rarely left the house without it. Then there was a knock at the door.
I real quick wipped my eyes, and went to open the door.
"Britt" I heard, I was Vero, I open the door.
"are you okay?"
i nodded, she hugged me, i still had Sid hat in my hand
"how'd you know?"
"Marc called me" she let go of me.
"so Sidney with him?"
"yeah, I wanted to make sure you were okay."
"yeah, i just can't believe he left"
"he'll be back" she said, we were walking in the living room.
"i know"
We sat and talked for about a hour.
"i'm gonna get going, Marc should be coming home, if your okay?"
"i'm fine" I said "thanks for coming"
"anytime"
After she left, i locked the door.I looked at my hands that was still holding Sid's
hat. Then the baby kicked. i put my hand on my stomcah.
"it's going to be okay, buddy." I went upstairs changed and grabbed two of my
pillow, and went downstiarrs. i turned the light off, and laid on the couch.
Sid's POV
I pull into the drivewas. i unlocked the door. I walked in the house all the lights were out. i shut the door, and locked it, took off my shoes and coat. I spent the drinking the same beer. I walked past theliving room. I looked in and did a double take. i saw Brittany laying on the couch. She was fast asleep facing the back of the couch with a pillow behind her. I slowly moved the pillow. she moved a little. I slad my hand on her . i put my other arm behind my head, i slowly rybbed her belly. I felt him kick. I smiled.
"it gonna be okay, bud." I whispered, and kissed Britt on the cheek.
i fell asleep.
Two weeks and half later, I got bigger, taps turns into kicks. Sid felt better, His headaces weren't to bad. We went to dinner with V and Marc, and Max.
We were getting out of the car when we got home. Sid came up from behind me, put his arm around me.
"Hello" I said
"Hi" he said, i laughed.
"so what do you what do you want ot do?"
"what do you mean?" he asked, taking out his keys, his unlocked the door.
"for the rest of night."
"i don't know"
"want to get in bed and watch a movie?"
"sounds good to me"
I smiled and took off my shoes. "okay, you pick one and, i'm going to get change."
"okay"
I changed into a pair of pj pants and one of Sidd shirts. i came back in the room
Sid was taking off his shirt.
"you pick one?"
"yupp" he said, putting another shirt. i got into bed, He put in the movie. Then got
into bed. He put his stright out . He put his around me, i leaned into his chest.
"Caleb" he said
"what?" I looked up at him
"Caleb, do you like that name?"
I smiled, "yeah, but I was thinking about Aiden"
"Oh, i like that"
"you do?"
"yeah, how about you pick the first name and I'll pick the middle" he said
"Okay, Aiden" I said "but only if you like it."
"I like it, where did you get it from?"
"well, i was looking up names, and I found it, and I forgot when I was little, you
know how girl look up name when their younger."
he nodded
"well I always I loved that name"
"well i like it." he said, he kissed me, he put his arm around my stomcah, we went
back watching the movie.
I woke up the next morning, now I had my head on his chest. i freezeing I wrapping my
around Sid tighter. i was black in the room.
"mmmm" sid said, I reach down for the blanket and sidney grabbed it and put it around
us.
We didn't say anything to each other, we fall right back asleep. i woke up to Sidney
kissing my forehead.
"mmm" I said
"good morning"
"morning" I tighten my girp on him.
Later that day. I was cleaning the house. I was coming at the end of my 5 months.
Sid came home from the arena he was doing off ice training and he was doing pretty
good. I was dusting this big china cabnet thing we have in the dinning room.
"please be careful and take it easy." Sid said walking in the dinning room.
"i'm fine" I said looking at him.
"just be careful , okay"
"I am" I said turning back around.
"I really hope he not as hard headed as you"
I shook my headm and smiled to myself/
"OH!!" I said as the baby kicked me really hard. I put my hand on my stomcah.
"Britt" Sidney Said ranning up to me and grabbing my arm my breathing started picking
up, but not becasue of the pain more because it scared me."Okay, Okay sit down." he
said walking me to a chair. I sat down, he jnelted infront of me. he run his hand on
my leg.
"you okay?"
"i'm good, that he never kicked like that before."
"did it hurt?"he asked
I nodded
"are you in pain?"
"no"
"why are you breathing so heavy?"
"It's scared me."
"do you want to go to the doctors?"
I laughed, and put my hand in the side of his face "babe, i was just a kick."
"yeah, i'm just fine."I said
"just take it easy, okay"
"i'm going to finish"
"no" he said sitting me back in the chair.
"It was just a kick."
"like I said it was just a kick." he said picking up the cleaning stuff
"Sidney"
"Brittany"
I rolled my eyes at him. he laughed and walked out of the dining room. into the
kitchen. i got up and shut the doors of the china cabnet, and went in the kitchen.
Sidney was putting that stuff away.
"go lay down, watch tv, I;m going make dinner." he said
"Sid, you know that the baby stuff is still in the room. that we haven't took any of
the guest room stuff out yet."
"yes, Brittany"
"I was just telling you"
"I know, babe I was going to start taking the stuff down in a couple days. Marc was
coming to help, then we can't do anything until you pick a color."
"why am I the one that has to pick the color?"
"because your the mother." he said, turning around.
"your the father." i said, getting louder. "whats up with you?"
"nothing go relax." he said, turing back around.
I rolled my eyes, turned on my heels and went upside.
Lately Sidnwy been okay at one moment and the next he not. I don't know whats up with
him, and he won't talk about it.
Sidney came up stairs in th bedroom. I was sitting on the bed with my laptop.
"dinner done" he said,, not looking at me, and walking in the bathroom.
"okay" I said. shutting my laptop. he walked out bathroom. "do you want to talk?"
"not really" he said, he said walking out of the room. I got up and followed him out
of the room.
We were eating at the kitchen table
"its good" I said, with just my eyes moving towards him.
"Thanks" he said, not looking up.
I lifted my head up, I looked at hjim.
"I like the color green. "
"what?"
"for the baby room"
"oh okay, I don't want to talk about that right now"he said looking at me.
"why?"
"because I don't, okay."
"you never want to"
"we talk about him."
"yes, we talk about him, Sidney" I said, putting my folk down."but every time its to
get ready for him, you delay." he looked at me. "its like you think if we don't get
ready for him, hes not going to come as fast." I said starting to get mad. "Sidney,
he is coming in a few months no matter what." I got up. i was starting to cry and I
had no idea why. I walked out of the kitchen.
"Brittany" he yelled.
"What." I turned aroundm wiping the tears from my eyes.
"why are you crying?"
"I don't.....I....... I don't know" I said. "I can't take the whole your okay this
moment, and not the next."
"your taking about my moodswing" he said
I took a deep breath.
"babe" he said, going to touch me.
"don't" I said, turning my back towards him.
"Brittany, you can't get stressed out."
"Stressed Out" i yelled turning around "stressed out, stressed out you want to talk
about getting stressed, your the one making me stressed out."
"I can't deal with this." he saod walking over to his shoes and putting them on.
"Where are you going?" i asked
"out" he said, grabbing his coat. and his keys, and walked out the door.
"Sidney" I yelled.
Sid's POV
I slammed the car door shut. i looked at the house, you could tell the hallway light
was on and living room. I shook my head almost to try to get the idea of going back
in there out of my head. Then, i turned on the car, and back out of the driveway. I
went to the bar where, i knew Some of the guys would be at. I parked the car.
"Sid" Max yelled
"hey" I said, i sat at the bar.
"Hey Sid, I thought you were staying home with Britt" Marc asked
"I had to get out."
"you heys had a fight"
I looked at him "thats all we do anymore"
"its just her moodswings"
"no....no" i said
"guys can I help you?" the bartender asked
"oh. yeah... a beer" I said "but no its not, this baby is tearing as apart, We fight
about everything that has to do with him, the only thing we haven't fought about is
his name."
"dude, i don't know what to tell you I really don't. nut you love her right"
"yeah, but i'm an idot, i left her there by herself crying, i'm a ass"
"all guys have done that once of twice"
"no when your wife is five and a half months pregnant."
I took a drink of my beer.
"i'll be back" Marc said, adn he walked away.
Britt's POV
I walked in teh kitchen. I got a paper towel, and wipped my tears. i looked at the
table that still had our plates on it. I cleared the table off. i shut the kitchen
light off. I walked in the hallway. I stop at the doorway of the living room, looked
in the living room. On the back of the chair, there was Sid's hat. i picked it up. i
grabbed it, he rarely left the house without it. Then there was a knock at the door.
I real quick wipped my eyes, and went to open the door.
"Britt" I heard, I was Vero, I open the door.
"are you okay?"
i nodded, she hugged me, i still had Sid hat in my hand
"how'd you know?"
"Marc called me" she let go of me.
"so Sidney with him?"
"yeah, I wanted to make sure you were okay."
"yeah, i just can't believe he left"
"he'll be back" she said, we were walking in the living room.
"i know"
We sat and talked for about a hour.
"i'm gonna get going, Marc should be coming home, if your okay?"
"i'm fine" I said "thanks for coming"
"anytime"
After she left, i locked the door.I looked at my hands that was still holding Sid's
hat. Then the baby kicked. i put my hand on my stomcah.
"it's going to be okay, buddy." I went upstairs changed and grabbed two of my
pillow, and went downstiarrs. i turned the light off, and laid on the couch.
Sid's POV
I pull into the drivewas. i unlocked the door. I walked in the house all the lights were out. i shut the door, and locked it, took off my shoes and coat. I spent the drinking the same beer. I walked past theliving room. I looked in and did a double take. i saw Brittany laying on the couch. She was fast asleep facing the back of the couch with a pillow behind her. I slowly moved the pillow. she moved a little. I slad my hand on her . i put my other arm behind my head, i slowly rybbed her belly. I felt him kick. I smiled.
"it gonna be okay, bud." I whispered, and kissed Britt on the cheek.
i fell asleep.
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