I wanted to thank you you all for the comments, i also wanted to tell you that i'm going to try to get the next update as soon as I can I'm on my my sister computer right now. My computer kinda of crashed my mom going to try to fix it when she gets home. so i'm going to try. sorry.
................Brittany <3
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Chapter 95
I want to thank you for the comments keep commenting please. love ya/
Chapter 95
"Oh and I have a doctor apponitment a week christmas." she said
"when is it?"
"like the 20th"
"I should be home." I said
"great."
Two weeks later, me and Britt were so much better. when I was home, and we went out
together, christmas shopping.
The day of her doctor appointment. I had a morning skate, but I didn't go. i went
upstairs to get Brittany so we could leave. I found her standing infront of the
mirror, with her shirt up. I leaned against the doorway, she did have a alittle bump
but i seeher everyday.
"I see a bump."I said, she turned around, and put her shirt down.
"i know" she said
"i thought you wouldn't be one of though girls, who cares about getting--"
"oh i don't care" she said sitting on the bed puting on her boots. "I just don't
want our parents guessing before we tell them." She said, standing up, we started
walking out of the room.
"I don't think they'll know, and now our we telling them?" we started walking down
the steps, she grabbed her coat.
"I don't know, i thought maybe we could get a picture put it in a frame and give it
to them on christmas."
"that sounds good"
"its not lame?" she asked getting in the car.
"no" I started the car.
"okay"
We got to the doctor, she walked up to the desk.
"hi" Britt said, she signed in then we sat down. I put my hand on her knee.
"can I come in?" I asked her.
"yeah, you can come in, what you think I was going to let you sit out here?"
"well, I didn't know" I said, she smiled at me.
"Brittany Crosby" a nurse said
Britt grabbed my hand off her knee and stood up. I stood up behind her.
We got in the room
"here, Brittany you can put this on." she said handed Brittany a grown. then she
lefted the room.
Brittany got changed, and she sat up on the bed, covered her legs with a blanket.
"you okay?" she asked
"oh, yeah" I said, grabbing her hand.
Then the doctor knocked on the door.
"you good?" she asked
"yeah" Brittany said
Then the doctor walked in.
"hello Brittany"
"hello"
"you must be the daddy" she said
"yes" i said
"this is my husband sidney"
"hello"
"Hi" I said
"well, Brittany you can lean back, i'm going to check you."
"okay" Britt leand back
"It might hurt a little" she said
I got up a stood beside Brittany her face turned alittle.
"you okay?" I whispered.
"Yeah, i'm fine"
"everything looks good" She said "now can lift up your shirt."
Brittany did and put one arm behind her head.
"you got a little bigger."
"yupp" Britt said with a smile
She put this blue jell over her stomcah, britt jumped a little.
"cold?" i asked
"yeah" she laughed
"now here we go"
Then I heard a tump, tump, tump. tump it was really fasted. i looked at the screen.
"what is that?" i asked
"your baby heartbeat"
"heartbeat?"
"yupp"
I looked at Brittany. She smiled at me.
"and right here is your baby" said said pointing to the screen. "there not alot to
see but , right there."
I looked down at Britt. she was watching the screen. I grabbed her hand.
I watched the screen and I think it hit me that i was going to be somebody daddy.
Someone that i'm going to care for. Someone that is going to look up to me, and i;m
not ready for this.
"hey, your okay?" Britt asked
"yeah, i'm good" I smiled at her
"do you guys want pictures?"
"yes"
after she wipped off Brittany's stomcah.
"now you can get dressed and meet me in my office." she said
"okay" Brittany Said, the Brittany Got dressed.
"ready?" I asked
"yupp"
We got in her office.
"I just wanted to ask you some questions, and tell you some stuff."
"is everything okay?" Brittany asked
"oh, yes everthing fine." she said "I wanted to ask your eating right, taking your
pills, and not alot of stress.
"yes, no stress"
"i want to tell you before you take your meds read the lebals, and don't pick
anything up over 20 pounds."
"okay"
"but other then that everything looks good, you can make another appointment and
i'll see you in a month."
"Okay, and thank you" Brittany said standing up.
"yupp"
I stood up,"yeah, thanks"
"sure thing"
Brittany made another appointment and we lefted.
When we got home.
"i'm goin going to take a shower, then a nap." I said
"okay" she said, i kissed her.
I got a shower, chaged into a pair of shorts, and a shirt and climbed into bed. I
couldn't sleep, I ketp tossing and turning. I saw Brittany past the room she cam
back and walked in.
"can't sleep?" she asked, I nodded "here" she said, pulling back the covers, and
getting in. she laid on her back. I kissed her neck.
Britt's POV
"i love you" I whispered
"i love you too" he said, I rubbed his hand and fell asleep.
"Oh, shit" is all I heard, and felted the covers off of me.
"what?" I asked sitting up.
"the game its almost five" he said taking off his clothes and grabbing a suit out of
the closet. he put on his pants and started buttoning his shirt. I grabbed him a
pair of socks.
"thanks"
"yupp" he put them on then his shoes.
"you okay to drive?" he asked
"yeah"
He leaned over tucking his shirt. "love you"
"love you too" I kissed him.
He grabbed his jacket "i'll see you after the game."
"yupp" and he ran out of the room. "be careful" I yelled
"I will"
Chapter 95
"Oh and I have a doctor apponitment a week christmas." she said
"when is it?"
"like the 20th"
"I should be home." I said
"great."
Two weeks later, me and Britt were so much better. when I was home, and we went out
together, christmas shopping.
The day of her doctor appointment. I had a morning skate, but I didn't go. i went
upstairs to get Brittany so we could leave. I found her standing infront of the
mirror, with her shirt up. I leaned against the doorway, she did have a alittle bump
but i seeher everyday.
"I see a bump."I said, she turned around, and put her shirt down.
"i know" she said
"i thought you wouldn't be one of though girls, who cares about getting--"
"oh i don't care" she said sitting on the bed puting on her boots. "I just don't
want our parents guessing before we tell them." She said, standing up, we started
walking out of the room.
"I don't think they'll know, and now our we telling them?" we started walking down
the steps, she grabbed her coat.
"I don't know, i thought maybe we could get a picture put it in a frame and give it
to them on christmas."
"that sounds good"
"its not lame?" she asked getting in the car.
"no" I started the car.
"okay"
We got to the doctor, she walked up to the desk.
"hi" Britt said, she signed in then we sat down. I put my hand on her knee.
"can I come in?" I asked her.
"yeah, you can come in, what you think I was going to let you sit out here?"
"well, I didn't know" I said, she smiled at me.
"Brittany Crosby" a nurse said
Britt grabbed my hand off her knee and stood up. I stood up behind her.
We got in the room
"here, Brittany you can put this on." she said handed Brittany a grown. then she
lefted the room.
Brittany got changed, and she sat up on the bed, covered her legs with a blanket.
"you okay?" she asked
"oh, yeah" I said, grabbing her hand.
Then the doctor knocked on the door.
"you good?" she asked
"yeah" Brittany said
Then the doctor walked in.
"hello Brittany"
"hello"
"you must be the daddy" she said
"yes" i said
"this is my husband sidney"
"hello"
"Hi" I said
"well, Brittany you can lean back, i'm going to check you."
"okay" Britt leand back
"It might hurt a little" she said
I got up a stood beside Brittany her face turned alittle.
"you okay?" I whispered.
"Yeah, i'm fine"
"everything looks good" She said "now can lift up your shirt."
Brittany did and put one arm behind her head.
"you got a little bigger."
"yupp" Britt said with a smile
She put this blue jell over her stomcah, britt jumped a little.
"cold?" i asked
"yeah" she laughed
"now here we go"
Then I heard a tump, tump, tump. tump it was really fasted. i looked at the screen.
"what is that?" i asked
"your baby heartbeat"
"heartbeat?"
"yupp"
I looked at Brittany. She smiled at me.
"and right here is your baby" said said pointing to the screen. "there not alot to
see but , right there."
I looked down at Britt. she was watching the screen. I grabbed her hand.
I watched the screen and I think it hit me that i was going to be somebody daddy.
Someone that i'm going to care for. Someone that is going to look up to me, and i;m
not ready for this.
"hey, your okay?" Britt asked
"yeah, i'm good" I smiled at her
"do you guys want pictures?"
"yes"
after she wipped off Brittany's stomcah.
"now you can get dressed and meet me in my office." she said
"okay" Brittany Said, the Brittany Got dressed.
"ready?" I asked
"yupp"
We got in her office.
"I just wanted to ask you some questions, and tell you some stuff."
"is everything okay?" Brittany asked
"oh, yes everthing fine." she said "I wanted to ask your eating right, taking your
pills, and not alot of stress.
"yes, no stress"
"i want to tell you before you take your meds read the lebals, and don't pick
anything up over 20 pounds."
"okay"
"but other then that everything looks good, you can make another appointment and
i'll see you in a month."
"Okay, and thank you" Brittany said standing up.
"yupp"
I stood up,"yeah, thanks"
"sure thing"
Brittany made another appointment and we lefted.
When we got home.
"i'm goin going to take a shower, then a nap." I said
"okay" she said, i kissed her.
I got a shower, chaged into a pair of shorts, and a shirt and climbed into bed. I
couldn't sleep, I ketp tossing and turning. I saw Brittany past the room she cam
back and walked in.
"can't sleep?" she asked, I nodded "here" she said, pulling back the covers, and
getting in. she laid on her back. I kissed her neck.
Britt's POV
"i love you" I whispered
"i love you too" he said, I rubbed his hand and fell asleep.
"Oh, shit" is all I heard, and felted the covers off of me.
"what?" I asked sitting up.
"the game its almost five" he said taking off his clothes and grabbing a suit out of
the closet. he put on his pants and started buttoning his shirt. I grabbed him a
pair of socks.
"thanks"
"yupp" he put them on then his shoes.
"you okay to drive?" he asked
"yeah"
He leaned over tucking his shirt. "love you"
"love you too" I kissed him.
He grabbed his jacket "i'll see you after the game."
"yupp" and he ran out of the room. "be careful" I yelled
"I will"
Friday, July 22, 2011
Chapter 94
Chapter 94
Before I went home, i went to the store got some food. I got home and started unpacking them. Sid had a game in New York. Later I started watching the game i ws thinking of a way to tell him. I thought of a bib with something on it. I got online, and find somewhere you can make your own bibs. I order one.
Then I watched the rest of the game. Four days later. The bib came in good timing, He was taking his pre-game nap. I hid it from him.I went to the game with. they won 3-2, the team was doing well so far, Sid was playing amazing. After the game we went home, Sid was leaving for a road game tomorrow. So I was waiting until he got home to tell him, cause he'll be home for alittle bit after that.
The day after the away game Sidney had practice. I wrapped the bib. I sat it beside the couch, and waited for him to come home, then I heard the door open.
"hi babe" he said
"hey" I said "Sid, can you come here, I have to tell you something."
"well can it wait i'm going with the guys."
"again?"
"whats the mean?"
"that means you been with the guys alot lately, and your never home."
"hey, you knew when you say yes, that my job took up alot."
"hockey doesn't bother me, I understand that, it's going with the guys everyday"
"I don't go everyday"
"close enough"
"Britt, I don't understand."
"you don't understand that I want to spend time with you and I have to tell
something but you just want to go with the guys," I said rising my vicoe, standing
up. "you don't care anymore" I yelled, I started to cry.
"Britt, I care"
"you have a hell of away of showing it."
"okay, then tell me." He adi trying to touch me.
"don't touch me."
"honey"
"no" I said trying to wipe the tears off my face.
"what did you want to tell me?"
"I can't"
"Brittany"
I went beside the couch, picked up the box. I slammed it on his chest. "here, love
you too" I ran upstairs.
"bri---" he said
I ran in the bathroom, i looked at myself in the mirror. i wipedthe tears out of my
eyes.
"what wrong with me, i just snapped." I said to myself.
Then I felt sick, i throw up, and sat on the floor, then I heard a knock on the
door. i looked at the door. Sid poked his head in. He walked in, closed the door
behind him. He had the bib in his hand.
Sid's POV
"here, love you too" she said slamming a box on my chest
"bri--" I said, catching the box, as she ran upstaris
I know, we been rough lately but I didn't think I was with the guys that much, and
she been kinda werid too.
I looked at the box, it was nicely wrapped . i took off the lid. i pulled back the
tissue paper.
I read it. 'my daddy is a pit-' I read 'my daddy' again. i pulled it out it was a
bib. i dropped the box. I . i looked at the bib again.
"She's ---" I whisper, then ran my hand though my hair. Then I went upstairs, she
wasn't in the bedroom, then i knock on the bathroom, then opened it. i saw Brittany
Sitting on the floor. I looked at her, then at the bib, then I turned it to her.
"were....your....your.......pregnant?" I asked
She nodded, and put her head down.
"honey" I said, sitting down next to her, "come here" I said putting my arm around
her, and pulled her towards me, she fell into my chest and cried.
"shhh" I said "Shh.....i'm sorry"
"no, Sidney, I'm sorry I just snapped" she said looking up at me.
"hey, you have a reason now" I said, she smiled. she sat up wiped her face.
"i don't want to fight anymore."she said
"me either" I said "you okay?"
"yeah"
"so your --"
"yeah, your not mad?"
"no.....no.....not at all, why would I be mad?"
"because it wasn't plan"
"hey, the best things in life aren't planned." I said, she smiled and put her head
on my shoulder.
"do you think were ready for this?"
"I think will be." I kissed her forehead.
She told me what the doctor said.
"when are we going to tell our parents?" I asked
"can we just keep this to ourselves for night now?" she asked "they'll be here for
christmas."
"okayy, thats fine"
"are you sure?" she asked
"yeah" I said "so this" I said holding the bib on my lap.
"isn't it cute."
"yeah"
"My Daddy is a Pittsburgh Penguin" she read it off the bib.
"yes, he is" I said, putting my arm back around her.
Before I went home, i went to the store got some food. I got home and started unpacking them. Sid had a game in New York. Later I started watching the game i ws thinking of a way to tell him. I thought of a bib with something on it. I got online, and find somewhere you can make your own bibs. I order one.
Then I watched the rest of the game. Four days later. The bib came in good timing, He was taking his pre-game nap. I hid it from him.I went to the game with. they won 3-2, the team was doing well so far, Sid was playing amazing. After the game we went home, Sid was leaving for a road game tomorrow. So I was waiting until he got home to tell him, cause he'll be home for alittle bit after that.
The day after the away game Sidney had practice. I wrapped the bib. I sat it beside the couch, and waited for him to come home, then I heard the door open.
"hi babe" he said
"hey" I said "Sid, can you come here, I have to tell you something."
"well can it wait i'm going with the guys."
"again?"
"whats the mean?"
"that means you been with the guys alot lately, and your never home."
"hey, you knew when you say yes, that my job took up alot."
"hockey doesn't bother me, I understand that, it's going with the guys everyday"
"I don't go everyday"
"close enough"
"Britt, I don't understand."
"you don't understand that I want to spend time with you and I have to tell
something but you just want to go with the guys," I said rising my vicoe, standing
up. "you don't care anymore" I yelled, I started to cry.
"Britt, I care"
"you have a hell of away of showing it."
"okay, then tell me." He adi trying to touch me.
"don't touch me."
"honey"
"no" I said trying to wipe the tears off my face.
"what did you want to tell me?"
"I can't"
"Brittany"
I went beside the couch, picked up the box. I slammed it on his chest. "here, love
you too" I ran upstairs.
"bri---" he said
I ran in the bathroom, i looked at myself in the mirror. i wipedthe tears out of my
eyes.
"what wrong with me, i just snapped." I said to myself.
Then I felt sick, i throw up, and sat on the floor, then I heard a knock on the
door. i looked at the door. Sid poked his head in. He walked in, closed the door
behind him. He had the bib in his hand.
Sid's POV
"here, love you too" she said slamming a box on my chest
"bri--" I said, catching the box, as she ran upstaris
I know, we been rough lately but I didn't think I was with the guys that much, and
she been kinda werid too.
I looked at the box, it was nicely wrapped . i took off the lid. i pulled back the
tissue paper.
I read it. 'my daddy is a pit-' I read 'my daddy' again. i pulled it out it was a
bib. i dropped the box. I . i looked at the bib again.
"She's ---" I whisper, then ran my hand though my hair. Then I went upstairs, she
wasn't in the bedroom, then i knock on the bathroom, then opened it. i saw Brittany
Sitting on the floor. I looked at her, then at the bib, then I turned it to her.
"were....your....your.......pregnant?" I asked
She nodded, and put her head down.
"honey" I said, sitting down next to her, "come here" I said putting my arm around
her, and pulled her towards me, she fell into my chest and cried.
"shhh" I said "Shh.....i'm sorry"
"no, Sidney, I'm sorry I just snapped" she said looking up at me.
"hey, you have a reason now" I said, she smiled. she sat up wiped her face.
"i don't want to fight anymore."she said
"me either" I said "you okay?"
"yeah"
"so your --"
"yeah, your not mad?"
"no.....no.....not at all, why would I be mad?"
"because it wasn't plan"
"hey, the best things in life aren't planned." I said, she smiled and put her head
on my shoulder.
"do you think were ready for this?"
"I think will be." I kissed her forehead.
She told me what the doctor said.
"when are we going to tell our parents?" I asked
"can we just keep this to ourselves for night now?" she asked "they'll be here for
christmas."
"okayy, thats fine"
"are you sure?" she asked
"yeah" I said "so this" I said holding the bib on my lap.
"isn't it cute."
"yeah"
"My Daddy is a Pittsburgh Penguin" she read it off the bib.
"yes, he is" I said, putting my arm back around her.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Chapter 93
I am so sorry for the wait but i had it mostly typed when i went to open it back up and all my chapter were gone. so I re-type it and added more. i thought i could give you huys a really long chapter. I really hope it was worth the wait. thank you so much. please comment.
Chapter 93
Next morning I woke up, to Sid hand on my shoulder and kissing my cheek.
"i love you" he said
"love you too" I said, opening my eyes.
"your up"
"i am now"
"sorry"
"it's okay"
"i have a earlt practice"
"i know"
"pre-seasongame tomorrow, we're leaving after"
"yeah" I said sitting up "and you weren't going to wake me up."
"no, I was going to let you sleep."
I looked at him
"i love you" he said
"i love you too" I said, he kissed me, I put my hands around his neck. we broke
apart. I looked at him.
"bye"
"by-" he kissed me really qiuck, and left.
About a week later regular season was starting their playing in a new building this
year. New looking new, i think their going to be really good this year.
First game of the season, me, Vero, and Ashley were sitting together. v and I spent
alot of time with Ashley she really fun to be around, and she loves Kris.
they did this big thing at the beginning of the season and in a new building.
they lose. After game we all went down to the locker room, and waited to the locker
room, and waited for them to come out. Kris was the first one to come out.
"we're going out, are you guys coming?"
"I don't know, i'll have to talk to Sid" I said
"okay"
The Marc came out
"we'll wait for you guys" vero said
"no thats fine, go" I saidm then they lefted.
I was on the couch going though my phone there were guys leaving, the staff was
startingthe larunary and equipment stuff. Then the media started to leave. Then I
heard.
"i'm sorry, i'm so sorry" Sid said, I stood up.
"it's okay"
"i didn't think it would take that long."
"really, it's okay" I said, he put his hand on my back, the kissed me.
"so, are we going to met up with V and them?"
"well I was think we cou;d go get something to eat them go home and you could use
your raincheck."
"thats works for me."
"yeah?" he smiled
"yeah" I smiled back, he grabbed my hand and we walked out of the arena. We stopped
and got chianese. We got home and set everything up on the coffee table.
We sat there, and ate, watched TV, talked and laughed. After, i took everything in
the kitchen. Sid followed me. i put the plates in the sink, Sid reached in front of
me and put his plate in the sink too. I put my hands in the soapy water ans grabbed
a plate. Sid grabbed my waist.
"leave them." he said
"why?"
"really?" he asked, them moved my hair off my shoulder and kissed my neck. I titled
my head, he keptkissing my neck. them he put his hands on my hips again. I turned around and put my soapy hands on his face and kissed him, he smiled when my lipswere to his. He put his hand on my upper leg and picked me up. i put my legs around him put my arms around his neck. He put me against the wall and kissed me, grabbed the bottom of his shirt then he grabbed mine and took it off, then he put his lips to my chest. i throw my head back and let go of his shirt. he kissed the outline of my bar, then I grabbed his face and brought his lips to mine. He grabbed my head and pulled me towards him. he jumped to pull me up. i grabbed his shirt his shirt, and pulled it up over his head. I let it dropped to the floor, then he carried me to the living room and laid me on the couch, he pulled off my pants and he grabbed my bra.
"wait" I said, then grabbed his pants, and pulled them down, he kicked them off.
"i love you" he said, into my ear.
"i love you too" i asid, he unhooked my bra, and pulled it off me, he started kissing down my chest. i put my head back, he made my chest. i put my head back, he made his way down my stomcah, he grabbed the elastic of my underwear with his teeth.
I grabbed his head, he looked up.
"come here" i said, pulling him up to my lips, I kissed him. I pulled his boxers off, then he took my underwear off. He staddle me, then leaned down for a kiss, then I graspped, and throw my head back, his lips went down my neck. i put my hands on his waist. I let out a small scream.
"are.......you.......okay?" he asked in between deep breaths.
"yeah.....yeah.....oh god Sidney" I put my hands on his back then dug my fingers into his back, when a pain went though my body, He pulled out and looked at me, kissed me, then with one hand pushed the coffe table as far away as it could go. he grabbed the blanket off the back of the couch. he got on the floor grabbed his boxers and slipped them on, i followed him also putting on my udnerwear. He covered us, he pulled me close. I kissed his chestt.
"i love you" I said
"I love you too"
The Next Morning, i woke up I was still on the floor, Sidney wasn't beside me anymoe. I still didn't have my bra on, I found it and put it on. I stood up, I grabbed Sidney whte shirt from last night, and put it on. then I found a note on the coffee.
Went to Practice, love you
-- Sidney
I went upstairs, got a shower, got dress, then straigthed up downstairs.
Few weeks later, About two months it was the end of novermber, and Sidney and I have been going though a rough patch, he been driving me crazy and I have been drving him but hes hardly home, we been fighting all the time. My mom told me this was normal for new married couples, and we would grow well that was two weekd ago and nothing changed.
He come home from his game, i was already in bed sometimes, he make mw so mad, I
didn't want to watch him. He came into bed. he's back was towards me. My back was towards him too.
Around Six am. I wokee up went tp the bathroom. i washing my hand, then all at once i felt. I went to the toliet and throw up, After that I felt weak. I didn't go back to sleep, i went downstairs and two hours later. Sidney woke up and came downstairs.
"well since you didn't go, did you watch the game?" he asked
"no"
"why?"
"because I couldn't even look at you"
"so, your still mad at me"
"i wasn't, but now i'm starting to."
"oh my god, britt" he said, walking into the kichen
"Sidney, you know what" I said, getting up and walking in the kitchen.
"you know what, Brittany" He said coming the bend almost raining into me. he put his
almost running into me. he put his hands on my arms to stop him. i took a step
back. "your drving me crazy"
"i'm driving you crazy, your driving me crazy."
"your mad at me for something that happend last night."
"no, i was over that, you just come downstairs and start getting smart."
"but you didn't watch because you didn't want to look at me."
"yeah, you pissed me off when you get mad you walk away from me right."
"yeah"
"because you don't want to look at me, i'm not going to turn on the TV were your
over it."
"i'm not on it all the time."
"oh please" i said walking towards th stairs, starting walking up them.
"well i guess you can't look at me, your walking away" He yelled
"ahh" i said went in the bathroom and slammed the door. I looked the toliet then I
got sick, I throw up again.
About three day later, i've been on this cleaning kick. i was getting in the
bathrroom in the back of the cloest and something dropped.
"ugh" I said, and bend down to picked it up. i was a thing of Pads. i looked at
them. then i stopped everything, it was the end of the month after thanksgiving. i
didn't start, and it was the end of the month, after thanksgiving. i didn't start at
the beginning of the month, and I don't think I had it last month either, and i've
been throwing up.
"I couldn't be" I said to myself. I put the pack back in the closet , and went
downstairs. sidney was at practice. i paced in the kitchen fow a few mintues
thinking to take a tezt, it will tell me the truth.
I got home after getting one, sid still wasn't home yet. i pulled it out of the
bag.. I looked at it and took and deep breath and took it.
I waited and waited , i kept looking out the window to see if I could see Sidney
. We still weren't on best terms but we were better. this felt like the longest time
of my life.
I walked in the bathroom, and picked it up. i mouth dropped, and I put my hand over
my mouth, PREGNANT that all i could see. I sat down on the floor. am I ready for
this, our WE ready for this , a tear fell from eye. i wiped it from my eyes. I
thought I have to get to doctoer to make sure.
I went downstairs, throw the box and test away. i started making lunch.
"Brittany" Sidnay said
"in the kitchen"
he walked in then kissed me on the side of my face.
"do you want one?" i asked making a sandwhich
"yeah"
Later I went upstairs, and find the number for a doctor i went out back, and called
them they could get me in three days. i comeback in the house Sid was in the kitchen.
"who were you talking to?" he asked
"nobody" i said
Three days later I got to the doctors, I signed in and sat down. i sat there for about ten mintues.
"Brittany Crosby" the nurse called me. i got up, and followed her, we got into a
room.
"you can haave a seat the doctor will be with you." she said.
"okay, thank you" she left the room, I sat down.
A few mintures later the doctor walked in.
"hello, Brittany"
"hello"
"you here for a pregnacy test?"
"yes"
"have you took a home test?"
"yes, it came back positive, i'm just double checking."
"okay understandable." she said
"here we go" she said handing me a cup there a bathroom around the corner.
"okay"
"When your done you can give it to the nurse"
"okay" i went to the bathroom, then i gabe it the nurse.
"you can wait in the waiting room, it shouldn't be long"
"okay thank you." I went to the waiting room. i didn't wait that long.
I was back in the room. the doctor walked in.
"well, Brittany, your home test was right , your pregnant."
I didn't cry or smile. I didn't know what to do.
"we'll going to do a ultra sound see how far along you are i'm going to cheek you."
"okay"
She checked me, and did a ultra sound, you really couldn't see anything she check my
stomcah, I hated doing this behind Sidney back but were not on best terms, and i'm
really not sure how he would feel about this.
"your healthly,and i would say you about eight weeks."
"two months?" I asked
"yupp" she said
"thanks you" i said
"your welcome, i'll see you in about a month"
"okay bye" I walked out made another appointment then lefted.
Chapter 93
Next morning I woke up, to Sid hand on my shoulder and kissing my cheek.
"i love you" he said
"love you too" I said, opening my eyes.
"your up"
"i am now"
"sorry"
"it's okay"
"i have a earlt practice"
"i know"
"pre-seasongame tomorrow, we're leaving after"
"yeah" I said sitting up "and you weren't going to wake me up."
"no, I was going to let you sleep."
I looked at him
"i love you" he said
"i love you too" I said, he kissed me, I put my hands around his neck. we broke
apart. I looked at him.
"bye"
"by-" he kissed me really qiuck, and left.
About a week later regular season was starting their playing in a new building this
year. New looking new, i think their going to be really good this year.
First game of the season, me, Vero, and Ashley were sitting together. v and I spent
alot of time with Ashley she really fun to be around, and she loves Kris.
they did this big thing at the beginning of the season and in a new building.
they lose. After game we all went down to the locker room, and waited to the locker
room, and waited for them to come out. Kris was the first one to come out.
"we're going out, are you guys coming?"
"I don't know, i'll have to talk to Sid" I said
"okay"
The Marc came out
"we'll wait for you guys" vero said
"no thats fine, go" I saidm then they lefted.
I was on the couch going though my phone there were guys leaving, the staff was
startingthe larunary and equipment stuff. Then the media started to leave. Then I
heard.
"i'm sorry, i'm so sorry" Sid said, I stood up.
"it's okay"
"i didn't think it would take that long."
"really, it's okay" I said, he put his hand on my back, the kissed me.
"so, are we going to met up with V and them?"
"well I was think we cou;d go get something to eat them go home and you could use
your raincheck."
"thats works for me."
"yeah?" he smiled
"yeah" I smiled back, he grabbed my hand and we walked out of the arena. We stopped
and got chianese. We got home and set everything up on the coffee table.
We sat there, and ate, watched TV, talked and laughed. After, i took everything in
the kitchen. Sid followed me. i put the plates in the sink, Sid reached in front of
me and put his plate in the sink too. I put my hands in the soapy water ans grabbed
a plate. Sid grabbed my waist.
"leave them." he said
"why?"
"really?" he asked, them moved my hair off my shoulder and kissed my neck. I titled
my head, he keptkissing my neck. them he put his hands on my hips again. I turned around and put my soapy hands on his face and kissed him, he smiled when my lipswere to his. He put his hand on my upper leg and picked me up. i put my legs around him put my arms around his neck. He put me against the wall and kissed me, grabbed the bottom of his shirt then he grabbed mine and took it off, then he put his lips to my chest. i throw my head back and let go of his shirt. he kissed the outline of my bar, then I grabbed his face and brought his lips to mine. He grabbed my head and pulled me towards him. he jumped to pull me up. i grabbed his shirt his shirt, and pulled it up over his head. I let it dropped to the floor, then he carried me to the living room and laid me on the couch, he pulled off my pants and he grabbed my bra.
"wait" I said, then grabbed his pants, and pulled them down, he kicked them off.
"i love you" he said, into my ear.
"i love you too" i asid, he unhooked my bra, and pulled it off me, he started kissing down my chest. i put my head back, he made my chest. i put my head back, he made his way down my stomcah, he grabbed the elastic of my underwear with his teeth.
I grabbed his head, he looked up.
"come here" i said, pulling him up to my lips, I kissed him. I pulled his boxers off, then he took my underwear off. He staddle me, then leaned down for a kiss, then I graspped, and throw my head back, his lips went down my neck. i put my hands on his waist. I let out a small scream.
"are.......you.......okay?" he asked in between deep breaths.
"yeah.....yeah.....oh god Sidney" I put my hands on his back then dug my fingers into his back, when a pain went though my body, He pulled out and looked at me, kissed me, then with one hand pushed the coffe table as far away as it could go. he grabbed the blanket off the back of the couch. he got on the floor grabbed his boxers and slipped them on, i followed him also putting on my udnerwear. He covered us, he pulled me close. I kissed his chestt.
"i love you" I said
"I love you too"
The Next Morning, i woke up I was still on the floor, Sidney wasn't beside me anymoe. I still didn't have my bra on, I found it and put it on. I stood up, I grabbed Sidney whte shirt from last night, and put it on. then I found a note on the coffee.
Went to Practice, love you
-- Sidney
I went upstairs, got a shower, got dress, then straigthed up downstairs.
Few weeks later, About two months it was the end of novermber, and Sidney and I have been going though a rough patch, he been driving me crazy and I have been drving him but hes hardly home, we been fighting all the time. My mom told me this was normal for new married couples, and we would grow well that was two weekd ago and nothing changed.
He come home from his game, i was already in bed sometimes, he make mw so mad, I
didn't want to watch him. He came into bed. he's back was towards me. My back was towards him too.
Around Six am. I wokee up went tp the bathroom. i washing my hand, then all at once i felt. I went to the toliet and throw up, After that I felt weak. I didn't go back to sleep, i went downstairs and two hours later. Sidney woke up and came downstairs.
"well since you didn't go, did you watch the game?" he asked
"no"
"why?"
"because I couldn't even look at you"
"so, your still mad at me"
"i wasn't, but now i'm starting to."
"oh my god, britt" he said, walking into the kichen
"Sidney, you know what" I said, getting up and walking in the kitchen.
"you know what, Brittany" He said coming the bend almost raining into me. he put his
almost running into me. he put his hands on my arms to stop him. i took a step
back. "your drving me crazy"
"i'm driving you crazy, your driving me crazy."
"your mad at me for something that happend last night."
"no, i was over that, you just come downstairs and start getting smart."
"but you didn't watch because you didn't want to look at me."
"yeah, you pissed me off when you get mad you walk away from me right."
"yeah"
"because you don't want to look at me, i'm not going to turn on the TV were your
over it."
"i'm not on it all the time."
"oh please" i said walking towards th stairs, starting walking up them.
"well i guess you can't look at me, your walking away" He yelled
"ahh" i said went in the bathroom and slammed the door. I looked the toliet then I
got sick, I throw up again.
About three day later, i've been on this cleaning kick. i was getting in the
bathrroom in the back of the cloest and something dropped.
"ugh" I said, and bend down to picked it up. i was a thing of Pads. i looked at
them. then i stopped everything, it was the end of the month after thanksgiving. i
didn't start, and it was the end of the month, after thanksgiving. i didn't start at
the beginning of the month, and I don't think I had it last month either, and i've
been throwing up.
"I couldn't be" I said to myself. I put the pack back in the closet , and went
downstairs. sidney was at practice. i paced in the kitchen fow a few mintues
thinking to take a tezt, it will tell me the truth.
I got home after getting one, sid still wasn't home yet. i pulled it out of the
bag.. I looked at it and took and deep breath and took it.
I waited and waited , i kept looking out the window to see if I could see Sidney
. We still weren't on best terms but we were better. this felt like the longest time
of my life.
I walked in the bathroom, and picked it up. i mouth dropped, and I put my hand over
my mouth, PREGNANT that all i could see. I sat down on the floor. am I ready for
this, our WE ready for this , a tear fell from eye. i wiped it from my eyes. I
thought I have to get to doctoer to make sure.
I went downstairs, throw the box and test away. i started making lunch.
"Brittany" Sidnay said
"in the kitchen"
he walked in then kissed me on the side of my face.
"do you want one?" i asked making a sandwhich
"yeah"
Later I went upstairs, and find the number for a doctor i went out back, and called
them they could get me in three days. i comeback in the house Sid was in the kitchen.
"who were you talking to?" he asked
"nobody" i said
Three days later I got to the doctors, I signed in and sat down. i sat there for about ten mintues.
"Brittany Crosby" the nurse called me. i got up, and followed her, we got into a
room.
"you can haave a seat the doctor will be with you." she said.
"okay, thank you" she left the room, I sat down.
A few mintures later the doctor walked in.
"hello, Brittany"
"hello"
"you here for a pregnacy test?"
"yes"
"have you took a home test?"
"yes, it came back positive, i'm just double checking."
"okay understandable." she said
"here we go" she said handing me a cup there a bathroom around the corner.
"okay"
"When your done you can give it to the nurse"
"okay" i went to the bathroom, then i gabe it the nurse.
"you can wait in the waiting room, it shouldn't be long"
"okay thank you." I went to the waiting room. i didn't wait that long.
I was back in the room. the doctor walked in.
"well, Brittany, your home test was right , your pregnant."
I didn't cry or smile. I didn't know what to do.
"we'll going to do a ultra sound see how far along you are i'm going to cheek you."
"okay"
She checked me, and did a ultra sound, you really couldn't see anything she check my
stomcah, I hated doing this behind Sidney back but were not on best terms, and i'm
really not sure how he would feel about this.
"your healthly,and i would say you about eight weeks."
"two months?" I asked
"yupp" she said
"thanks you" i said
"your welcome, i'll see you in about a month"
"okay bye" I walked out made another appointment then lefted.
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